Change

[lexdivinia]

I don't like change.
I never have.

I want the people and relationships in my life to stay happy. It's not such a strange idea... it's what we all want. But nothing stays the same, does it? We find happiness, and inevitably it will change - for the better, or possibly for the worse...
But it will change.
Nothing is stable... not life,

Comments

[maries_world]

i really know how you feel right now. change scares people, especially the ones you love and who love you.everybody grows, theres nothing anybody can do about it and unfortunatly sometimes people change so much that they move in different dirctions.and this hurts. i changed a lot lately and people come to me ask me " why " but all i can answer is " because everybody changes "
you shouldnt apologize for the one you became but you should try to keep in touch with the ones you love because they are your foundation, without family and friens theres nothing left to live for.
take care
feel free to delete this comment if you think its inappropriate

[lexdivinia]

Thanks for your reply. :)

I agree with you. I just needed to rant a bit to sort out the whirlpool spinning round in my head and heart.

I have known for sometime what the right path is, I just haven't determined the best route to take to cause as little harm as possible to those around me.

It all comes together eventually... but it helps to voice the confusion along the way.

[daddyrhon]

People who love you will forgive you for growing hunee

(((( Lex ))))

[lexdivinia]

*big smile*

Thank you. It is one of those things I know, but it is great to hear it anyway.

Even when we know the answers to the questions we ask, we ask them anyway...

You can give a kid a perfectly reasonable answer to a question and they will ask over and over "why, but why" simply because they don't like the answer they are being given.

I don't believe asking it over and over will make the answer change... but I do know it made me feel better to question why things are the way they are.