Now i have to go back to my life ( Read more... )

today was nice.. i felt pretty good. I made a effort to be happy, it worked ( Read more... )

wow. wow.. hmm. i dont even know where to start. i just need some where to get all of this out of me.. i cant even fully understand my self the feelings that are circling around in my head. i have so many emotions. i dont know what to feel, sad, frustrated, mad? what am i soposed to do? I am making all the wrong decisions for my life. am i just to ( Read more... )

wow soo so many things have been going on. I just got home from malibu a few days ago! i had the most awesome time ever! it was amazing soo beautiful. when i was there i talked about a few hard things with paul. it made things so hard because i didnt really know any girls there to talk to. but things got better later in the week. i just had an ( Read more... )