I've just about had enough! please let things start to look up....

so I am being the anti child. I'm going against everyone's wishes. screw planning ahead and doing things to make others happy. I found this fashion program in burbank, CA and I sent in my application. I want to go sooooo much...you don't even know! I'll get financial aid or do whatever it takes because I know my family is against anything that ( Read more... )

I've become so boring....really, I have. It's such a waste because I'm young and should be enjoying this time in my life before I get married and have children. I had a friend last night who wanted me to go to the bar with her, another friend who wanted me to go to canada, and then another friend at school who wanted me to party with him. guess ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in a rut...anyone want to help pull me out?

so....I am VERy drunk right now. at tara's house iwth pj and we are about to go and party down the street. miss these people sooo much! matt can kiss my ass. seriously, he is a jerkoff. I caome up to hang out with him and he has some girl over. I don't know for sure, but it's a pretty good feeling. whatever, screw him. plenty of other ( Read more... )

"In my future I see.....me getting drunk. very drunk!"

I know someone who is screaming out for help and nobody can hear her, but I want her to know that I do. you're my family and I'm here for you anytime you need it. I want you to know that you'll get through this difficult time in your life. high school is rough, but you're an amazing person and you will survive it....so keep your head held high ( Read more... )

made the random decision to go to cedar point....sounded like fun so why not? tara, pj, and I are going for the day. should be lots of fun!, I'm looking forward to the new ride. I think I'm going to msu after I get back tonight, but I'm not sure ??? I'll have to see how I feel. last night was crazed....we went to some bar called louies and ( Read more... )

went to school last night to see tara and go to a party, had a good time. matt wasn't in town, but I was glad that I got to see a lot of other people and have time with my friends. there were a lot of boys from my past that were at the party...mike, jason, and rob. rob is always the strangest to see....I won't even go there, but it wasn't as odd ( Read more... )

sitting here, wishing I was somewhere else.....