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Mar 28, 2005 17:26

what do i say to a mother who i want to know me ( Read more... )

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YOU"VE GOT TO BE KIDDING bassplaya87 March 29 2005, 02:54:39 UTC

I just wrote SO MUCH
then it all of a sudden went away
AHHHHHHHHHHHH

I will try and write it again but I probably wont remember it all.

DAMN

Re: YOU"VE GOT TO BE KIDDING lexipants1 March 29 2005, 08:53:03 UTC

hot. just ..... hot.

Well... bassplaya87 March 29 2005, 03:05:05 UTC

>Perhaps you show her this comment you made, this update ( ... )

Re: Well... lexipants1 March 29 2005, 03:17:47 UTC

but i don't know how. i don't know how to change.... i try to. i pray. i ask god for help. i can't do it by myself. i need help to deal with her. i need someone to hug me when i cry. and i need someone else to tell me that it's gunna be ok. so far, you've done both of those....so please whatever you do in your life- don't let me think that you've stopped loving me...even if you have. even if the love we have turns into a deep friendship and we go our seperate ways- don't let us drop this love. i want to love you forever, as a guy, as a boyfriend, and as one of my best friends, or whatever you will become in my life, but i know that i will never stop loving you. so don't let me think you've stopped loving me- even if you have. i need you now more than ever sweets because i need someone i can cry with. thanks for everything. the little things *like coffee* make my day..... thank you ( ... )

kmrstar25 March 29 2005, 03:41:07 UTC

ohh dear. i know exactly how you feel. Unfortunately, we have to love our mothers. That's just the way things are. I'm sorry that you're not getting along with yours. I agree. They are some of the hardest people to get along with in the world. They seem to be as cold as statues, and so set in their ways. They just ruin everything don't they? I agree ( ... )

lexipants1 March 29 2005, 08:52:52 UTC

awwww thanks sweets. i know that i should listen to the "perhaps" but some seem so impossible... like praying with my mom. neither of us would feel comfortable, and it would end up with both of us screaming at god. so i don't know where to start. it's really hard.

I know what you mean with us turning INTO our mom kinda things---- REALLYYYYY scary. like.... *eek* scary. i don't want my kid to hate me as much as i dislike my mom.

anonymous March 30 2005, 02:39:17 UTC

I Don't know all the details about the situation, but I do remember a little while back when you wanted to get her on the Oprah Show, and I remember when she bought you the dress you wanted...I know it may not help when in the heat of the moment, but just try to focus on the good things. I also realize that this is not only hard, but in many cases impossible ( ... )