Like my new icon? I figured everyone calls me that anyway, so I'd try and make an icon out of it. It didn't come out too well but, hey! What do you expect, I suck at icons! *smiles*

*Hugz*
~Lexi

I hate myself right now...
Jense...

I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand

I know you want nothing to do with me right now, but please, these lyrics should explain how I feel...I take back what I said. I need you in my life right now...

More than angry words I hate this ( Read more... )

If I was down ( Read more... )

I'm baacccckk! hehe Did you guys miss me ( Read more... )

[I'm going away for a few days on a camping trip, I'm leaving tomorrow after work, so around 6, and then coming back monday around 9 am, but the I have work again *bleh*. But I will see everyone on Monday night around 8 maybe. What are you guys gonna do? 3 whole days without me? hehe I might be on tomorrow before I go, while I finish packing or ( Read more... )

Yeah so remember how I told you about that guy? Well it's Jensen, most of you guys already knew I liked him but for those that didn't I like Jense, ok? Ok moving along. So yeah he told me he liked me, which by the way, I was wicked surprised about. But neither one of us could act on our feelings. I was not going to hurt Jas, she's my best friend, I ( Read more... )

First off, everyone like my new icon? Kris made it for me, she's the best! :+)

OK so I have stuff to say and if I start boring you well then, I'm sorry.

Everything with Riley is done. I read his poem today. I thought maybe I could hide what I feel I could see what was happening, but I wanted to try and live in the pretend world as long as I could ( Read more... )

Last night was my "date" with Riley. I say "date" because I don't know what to call it. I wound up talking to him before we went out and we both agreed to getting to know eachother. Last night I had the *best* time with him. It was simple yet amazing. We wound up talking the entire night, we just grabbed a pizza and talked. I found out that he ( Read more... )

Ok well my list before was messed up anyway so I'm going to re-do it!

Riley Smith
Jensen "Porn Star" Ackles *dies*
Ashley "Ferrari" Parker Angel
Josh "Dorkboy" Jackson
Jared "Sexy Boy" Padalecki <~*don't ask ( Read more... )

Today I was sitting on the couch watching some TV and I got to thinking. Everything that happened last night happened way fast. I mean don't get me wrong, I do like Riley, he's a great guy. But, yes there's a but, it was like bam! We commented, and flirted and suddenly there was a date. I'm not complaining persay, I just would have liked to really ( Read more... )