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Jul 22, 2005 14:52

I don't know what to say. Honestly, I'm so confused by my own feelings, and the actions, or lack thereof, of others. I don't know where to turn. I've already done things I swore I never would. I've felt things I thought I'd never feel again, I've said thinngs I thought I'd never say again, and I feel something, I prayed I would never feel again ( Read more... )

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elliebrazenall2 July 23 2005, 15:07:19 UTC
Shane, I'm not going to tell you not to worry, because you have every right to worry, given your past relationships it's only natural to look at the small signs, and I doubt a soul in the world would blame you for being afraid. But here's the other thing you should know, I've been friends with Anna for 6 years, ever since I moved here, I've lived next door to her and been close to her pretty much that entire time, I'm a girl, I'm not going anywhere and she knows that, never, in the past six years has she been the one to ask me to hang out. And that is the absolute,complete truth. I know you know in your head it's nothing personal, but I know from experience, our hearts and the pangs of dissapointment in our stomache tell us otherwise. But don't listen to them, because sometimes they lie to us, especially when your some one who is sensitive to a certain thing. I tell you this knowing they are things you alreadys know, perhaps even advice you yourself have given me, only in hopes to reassure you. Another thing you should know, and I'm ( ... )

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bwb909 July 24 2005, 02:51:27 UTC
do take this in offense but u think to much and thats not a bad thing but u got to look at the bright side/other side, and wright more about.

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prettyinpink717 July 26 2005, 01:38:19 UTC
Hey Shane its Raina. I've been friends with Anna since eighth grade and last summer we were the very best of friends and as ellie said, she didnt ask me to hang out very often if at all so I wouldn't be to offended because she does like you a lot so don't worry yourself to much. And to comment on Brendans, you do think quite a bit ( it's not a bad thing lol). I just thought i'd comment because i have nothing else to do, so i hope it helped a little bit.

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snwbrdburton July 25 2005, 01:47:56 UTC
hey man. i know exactly how your feeling word for word in this entry. my only difference is im not with her but mearly want to be. my situation is very complicated to explain in words. but i DO love her more then anything else that exsists ( ... )

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myhairispink13 July 29 2005, 15:19:46 UTC
Ok so I know we aren't really chill or anything but I was wicked bored this morning and was reading "random" lj's. I don't really know what's going on with you and Anna and it's not really my business either but if there is something bothering you about your relationship wouldn't it be best to tell her how you feel, instead of posting it here for everyone to see? I'm sure you've probably tried talking to her already though because you're smart like that. Really though You and Anna are a couple, you are supposed to work together to make things go right if you really care about each other and it seems like you guys do. Just because you aren't married or whatever doesn't mean you shouldn't be able to have serious conversations about your relationship.

I hope things turn out ok.

Much Love,
Aren

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