Oh shit. Not good.

[lexness]

Lately I feel like just giving up completely.
Last night didn't make anything better.

Everytime I tell just a little more of my tale, another part of me dies.
It sucks being dead on the inside... so much...

Mom says we should go after him. I don't know...
I'm so scared. All the time. It just doesn't go away.

I keep messing up, you guys...

Comments

[tortureisnogame]

Lexie, sweetie. I heard about what happened. I asked Jen to tell me. So I know what happened. I will keep my mouth shut I promise.

I can't imagine how hard this is for you. Really I can't. You're coming off a lot stronger than you seem to think. On the outside anyways.

Just remeber to try your hardest. I know, this is nothing the same, but the giving up part of this story is.

Sometimes, I just wanta give up in track, but then I realize, that will get me no where. And you have to realize that if you give up completely, it will not make anything any better.

We all love you, and are here for you babe! Don't EVER forget that. If you need to run away somewhere, come to my house. Or Lyssa's. Or whoever, but don't give up.

Messing up happens. And it doesn't just happen once. I've made thousands of mistakes, some of them were the same mistakes.

I know it's so hard for you right now, cause what's going on is HORRIABLE. But don't give up.

What happened last night that made you wanta give up?

[balfness]

...Lexie?

Can I have any hint in on this?

*hug*

[topi_9]

i don't even know but I still love you

*double hugs*

[topi_9]

*MORE HUGS*

[kisa_hanajima]

Hey Lexi.. Please don't give up k? I'm always here for you like you
are for me. and I love you with all my heart you know that.
stay safe for us ♥ and keep strong I know how hard it is on you
keeping this all inside, and letting it out must be far worst.
just remember good things, and soon that it will be all over..

I love you Sweetheart♥♥

Julie-San