i can stay for a minute, though is things don't calm down for me i may end up calling anyway. they told me not to make myself be alone, y'know? i hope you don't mind.
why in this entire world would i ever mind, lex? do you not realize how much i LOVE you??? i promised i would always be there for you if you needed me, and here i am. right when you need me
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I just want to be a somewhat normal teenager, that's all.
No you don't.
I'd reply with something deeper, but you've seen my advice 349326492364 times, and I know you know what I'll say anyway.
The strange thing about girls is that, in moments of depression and negative emotion like this, nothing anyone says will make them feel better; the content of the conversation is generally irrelevent. The fact that the conversation merely exists in the first place is what gets them through it. I don't understand it, but I've given up on trying to figure out girls a long time ago. I'd rather do something easier, like solve for instant time travel.
*licks*
SexyLexie knows that Nick is a phone call away, if she needs him. Unless his backyard is on fire. Then he has to call 911. But, you know how it is.
SexyLexie also thinks it kind of amusing/scary at the same time when Nick's backyard is on fire. That, and the fact that Nick thought that it was raining outside at the time...
BTW, the keyword is 'somewhat'. I don't want to be normal, I just want to be a little closer to it than I am. I feel like an alien.
Poor dear. If I would have read this last night I would have called you.
I know you don't see me as a person who knows much about giving advice. Thats true. but i do know what your going through. a normal teenager is usually the one that is confused, hurt, lost, disgusted with themselves. basically everything you mentioned. i know i go through it. even i haven't been through what you been through, i still am no Stanger what-so-ever to these feelings.
If you ever get those thoughts, we made that scrap book for a reason dear. Go through it and read it. It will make you think of happy thoughts. Just for a while anyways.
I love you Lexie, and even though I don't think you think of me as a person to talk to about this kind of stuff, I am. If there is no one else to talk to talk to me. I may seem like I'm all fun and no serious, but I've been through some of the stuff you have been through.
Believe me, feeling all of those things are normal. If I had the guts enough to do it, if I posted about similar things, I'd probably have a lot of the same things to say.
You're not alone, sweetie. And quite clearly, there are a lot of people who care about you. :)
I know there are a lot of people that care about me... but seeing as you've ben through a lot of the same things as me, it does make you feel extremely different from everyone, doesn't it?
I almost called you last night because I figured you would be the only one who actually got what was going on in my head, but I didn't. I probably would have called you in one of your classes ;)
it's alright, though. I'm going to have days like this, but I can do it, and I'm perfectly fine this morning.
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thank you amy. you know i love you lots :)
i'm just glad I have you as my friend.
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haha, now I want chocolate.
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No you don't.
I'd reply with something deeper, but you've seen my advice 349326492364 times, and I know you know what I'll say anyway.
The strange thing about girls is that, in moments of depression and negative emotion like this, nothing anyone says will make them feel better; the content of the conversation is generally irrelevent. The fact that the conversation merely exists in the first place is what gets them through it. I don't understand it, but I've given up on trying to figure out girls a long time ago. I'd rather do something easier, like solve for instant time travel.
*licks*
SexyLexie knows that Nick is a phone call away, if she needs him. Unless his backyard is on fire. Then he has to call 911. But, you know how it is.
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BTW, the keyword is 'somewhat'. I don't want to be normal, I just want to be a little closer to it than I am. I feel like an alien.
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I know you don't see me as a person who knows much about giving advice. Thats true. but i do know what your going through. a normal teenager is usually the one that is confused, hurt, lost, disgusted with themselves. basically everything you mentioned. i know i go through it. even i haven't been through what you been through, i still am no Stanger what-so-ever to these feelings.
If you ever get those thoughts, we made that scrap book for a reason dear. Go through it and read it. It will make you think of happy thoughts. Just for a while anyways.
I love you Lexie, and even though I don't think you think of me as a person to talk to about this kind of stuff, I am. If there is no one else to talk to talk to me. I may seem like I'm all fun and no serious, but I've been through some of the stuff you have been through.
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Believe me, feeling all of those things are normal. If I had the guts enough to do it, if I posted about similar things, I'd probably have a lot of the same things to say.
You're not alone, sweetie. And quite clearly, there are a lot of people who care about you. :)
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I almost called you last night because I figured you would be the only one who actually got what was going on in my head, but I didn't. I probably would have called you in one of your classes ;)
it's alright, though. I'm going to have days like this, but I can do it, and I'm perfectly fine this morning.
I love you bunches, Cai ♥
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