Comments | lexx017: hold your head high, heavy heart.

lexx017

hold your head high, heavy heart.

Oct 09, 2005 13:03

So basically this morning I got a rude awakening. Christina and I just haven't been talking at all except for "good morning", "bye", and "hi". Ever since I broke down and told her everything that I felt, things haven't been the same. I thought it might help but it definitly made things worse.

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rpjackie11 October 9 2005, 17:23:40 UTC

Hey Alex, if you need someone to talk to...I'm here for you! I love you!

lexx017 October 9 2005, 17:41:56 UTC

Thanks, Jack, I'll talk to you tomorrow :)

jeeewlia October 9 2005, 23:57:08 UTC

christina = not worth your feelings. at all.

how could telling her your feelings make things worse? you talk less...yah, but her speaking less means better. it should at least. because whenever she did open her mouth, only snotty things came out. "you're wearing that?" blah blah blha...i've heard it all, you know it all. she's a basketcase al. not worth your feelings.

im sorry your step-mom is brainwashing your little brother into thinking things that aren't even true. that equals beyond gay.

don't let her make you feel that way. she's NOT worth it. let her get her panties in a bundle and feel all awkward when she's around you. blow her OFF. hold your head high and don't let her make you feel inferior or be-littled. you have lots of other people that care about you a lot more than she does. (me)

lexx017 October 10 2005, 01:33:30 UTC

Julia I'm really glad that you have my back on this , but I really do want things to get better between us. She is a part of my family and I can't pretend that she isn't there, because she isn;t just going to go away as much as I would like her too sometimes. Her feelings do mean something to me otherwise I wouldn't be feeling so bad. I'm not taking her side whatsoever but I don't think you could totally understand unless you were in my place. But thank you, it means a lot that I've got some backup. :)

jeeewlia October 10 2005, 20:44:56 UTC

i know i can't understand completely, i'm not in your situation...but i jsut dont think she's worth the stress or feelings. oh well. you only have one more year left. its just sad that it's your senior year. but yeah...your back...it's mine.

lexx017 October 11 2005, 23:48:46 UTC

thanks.. your Ipex...is mine.

leyka2454 October 10 2005, 00:36:31 UTC

Yeah, we all go threw it.

lexx017 October 10 2005, 01:28:49 UTC

good , at least I'm not the only one.

anonymous October 10 2005, 15:56:03 UTC

Alex.. i know exactly how you feel. I have a step mom too!! We have finally worked out all of our problems.. but she finally realized that to get respect you have to give respect. Just sit down and talk to her and tell her that You REALLY want things to be different between you two. I takes a lot, but if you both work at it then it can work! Its just a relationship with your boyfriend lol.. but just let her know that she does matter to you, and it affects you if you two aren't on good terms! I hope that you two get through your differences, becuase my life is a lot easier now that I have with Deb. Good Luck!

Jackie Miller <3

:D lexx017 October 11 2005, 23:50:58 UTC

Thank you so much, it really does sound like you know exactly how I feel. Some people just say it but they really DON'T know becuase they haven't been there. But I'm glad things worked out for you, hopefully i will work up enough courage to finally work it out. I'm such a baby lol