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[lexy]

Tell me a secret*

*I've made this public so you can be anonymous and you can tell me ANY secret you like, and as many as you like. Just anything you want to get off your chest no matter how stupid you think it is. No IP logging either so if you want to say 'I think Lexy is a bitch' I won't know who you are (just like to say that is pretty cowardly

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[anonymous]

I hate the way I act all the time. I wish I was a different person.

[lexy]

That makes me sad. :(

Especially as, if you're a friend of mine, I like you for you so you're obviously pretty cool.

[anonymous]

aww thanks.

[lexy]

:) < 3

[anonymous]

I bottle everything up inside. I'm always smiling, but a lot of the time it's just that: a smile with nothing behind it. If I'm ever not smiling or laughing, people think there's something /wrong/. I have to be everyone's constant and it's tearing me apart.

&

I'm not a good person.

[lexy]

Don't let people make you feel like that. I used to feel like that on here, everyone is allowed a fucking bad day or whatever. Come bitch to me if you ever want to just let it all out.

Hardly anybody is, don't worry.

[anonymous]

A lot of my friends are truly showing me that they are immature to the max which bothers me.
Both online and in real life.

[lexy]

I think it's okay to be immature...well at appropriate times, I think and I hate to use this phrase cuz it's so damn clichéd but 'life is short' so you have to let yourself behave like an idiot sometimes, you can't go through life being offended by everything and being goddamn uptight. Then again my best friend is Aak and my boyfriend is Mark so I deal with immaturity everyday. xD

That was long but I understand it can be annoying sometimes so either tell them to grow up...or get new friends.

[anonymous]

EYE AM UH LESBINIM OOPZ

[lexy]

AHAHAHAHA ILU. ♥

[andreatobrazil]

I KNOW :D ♥ to you, too!

[lexy]

LOL @ unanonymity (if that is even a word xD) but well duh who else would be a lesbinim. ;)

[anonymous]

I have a huge thing for older men. I spend most of my daydreaming about falling in love and having a family. I want to have a baby. I hate my age more than anything in the world. I'm nice to people that I desperately hate, and I'm never afraid to speak my opinion unless it's an angry one towards my parents or teachers. Otherwise, it's all good. I want to be a drug addict, but it's bad, and I don't want to fall into a bad future. Right now, I think the most relaxing thing I could do would be some heroin, and if it was offered, I would definitely do some right now. I wonder what it would be like to be gay or of a different gender. I spend all of my time thinking and wishing and planning my future, because the present is way too difficult for me to accept.

[lexy]

That was....a lot of stuff, took a few times of reading to comprehend.

There isn't anything wrong with liking older men, I don't think you should be purposefully looking for someone older though I see things more as if you HAPPEN to come across someone and fall in love with them age shouldn't matter. However you need to be careful with age differences at OUR (I'm guessing you're teenage if you've got my lj) age. Daydreaming thing is pretty common and so is the wanting to have a baby (me too).

I'm nice to people that I desperately hate, and I'm never afraid to speak my opinion that sounds wrong, you're not voicing all your opinions if you're nice to people you hate.

Oh geez yeah heroin, that would help a lot. That...k I can't even talk about that, wow just wow. I can't even carry on now.

[anonymous]

You make a good point.

More secret time.

Tonight I had the chance to lose my virginity, and if I had actually known the guy, there is a good chance I would have done it.

And I smoked a cigarette, but I have no problem telling that to anyone. 'Cept maybe my parents, oops.

[lexy]

I don't know how old you are so I don't know how to judge you on that but good call with the not doing it, it's kinda dumb unless you're in a relationship.

Oh well, cigarettes are better than heroin.