Venting below. It's also my first journal entry, and I have a lot to say, so beware.
Not a lot of people know about this, because I don't talk about it a lot, but my daughter, Dacia, who is 4, has been diagnosed with Osteosarcoma, which is a form of bone cancer. She's also autistic on top of that. Well, mildly. I spoil her, naturally, so I gave her
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That sounds like a horrible decision to make, and I don't know if I could do it. I lost my brother about a year and a half ago, and I know if I knew it was coming, I probably would have lost my mind. I'm not sure if you're religious or not, but I'll go ahead and pray for her. I'm not religious myself, but anything helps.
I think the decision you finally made was actually really selfless. It's not worth holding onto her for those two years if she's going to be in pain. I can't believe you bought her a horse. That's so awesome. I bet she was a really happy girl.
By the way, do you know where you fiance went when he disappeared?
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I'm not religious, either. I was brought up Catholic, but ..Church bores me. But, thanks for keeping her in your prayers! The horse made her really happy, and it still strikes me odd that she named her "Chemo." But, she loved the name, so I didn't object to it.
He actually went to Arizona with his two best friends. So, he was about 3,000 miles away from his own daughter.
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Arizonaaaaa? I hope you kicked his ass when he came back.
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Chemo is a cute name. I like it, but ..she has no idea that she's being taken off it, and it's basically what is going to be the death of her. Not like I'm going to say exactly that to her. People really would think I'm a bad mother. Heh.
Oh, and I'm really sorry about your brother. :( I lost my adopted brother when I was 10 due to him running his car into a tree on purpose.
Well, I didn't exactly kick his ass, but ..I did push him into a wall, and throw things at him. Does that count?
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