So almost all of yesterday i felt like complete shit about my self... like i wasnt wanted, wasnt loved, wasnt liked, i felt liek i was ugly useless a waste of space and time and like i had nothing to live for anymore. i havent been depressed like i was yesterday in almost 4 months. it sucked. but i had jut there to tell me that i was rong about ( Read more... )

So school's been going good ( Read more... )

I don't wanna go another day ( Read more... )

Hey. I have had a great couple of days. Jut and I haven't fought at all. She's so great. I love her so much. I'm so much happier now... I laugh more... smile more... and have more fun and I love it. Even my schooling has been better. I'm pretty sure I aced a math quiz today which is good because i really need to bring my math and latin grades up. I ( Read more... )

sooo ..... im just thinking about shit and im kind of getting owrried about some shit.... just some things that someone said are seeming to be true... and if there true than who knows what else is true.... i wish i was a little kid again... i wish i didnt get so attached.... i wish christmas is as exciting as it used to be... ive got liek 3 ( Read more... )

A Biography of your Life:What is todays date?:12-19-05 What is the time right now?:5:06 ~First things first~Full name::leyna suzanne mckay Birth Date::9-14-05 Age::15 Sex::female Religion::none Education Level::9th grade Race::white Heritage::italian irish and french Where do you live?:chicopee Where are you right now?:comeputher room in my hosue ( Read more... )

The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life* So Basically... *Name?:leyna Age?:15 Sex?:girl Birth Date?:9-14-90 Hair Color?:blonde Eye Color?:blue/green changes Height?:4 11 and a half an inch Weight?:dont no my mother wont let anyone bring a scale into this house Body Type?:small short Piercings?:ears soon lip and bellybutton Tattoos ( Read more... )

So yesterday me and kayla went up to juts after school. kaylas aunt was gonna pick us up at930 but we all feel alseep at like 9 and i woke up at 12 and was liek omfg its 12. my mom idndt even care though because i called a shit load of times and left messages. she didnt care because the same thing happened to her when she was a kid about my age. so ( Read more... )

So i havent updated in a while. i passed all my classes and my lowest grade was a 65% in WPD. im gonna get honors or better this term im convinced.so ive been kind of stressed out lately. i mean my baby is getting evicted in a couple days and so far has no where to go. i just wish i was old enough to get a good paying job so i could help her and ( Read more... )

so me and jut are back together but everyone new that was coming... so last night i slept over kaylas and we called my cousin chris to try to get bud at like 7 and then at like 10 pm he got there to her house and we rode around with hi and smoked a blunt and then we went bvack to kaylas and we still have a blunt for after skol... juts doing some ( Read more... )