Thank god it's Wednesday!! I'm happy because I am not going to go to school tomorrow, so I get to sleep in! Anyways, I have to take my COPs test online tomorrow. Not fun, but open book! I can't wait, after tonight I only have to sleep alone for one more night. I just can't wait to be with my girl Kara, so I can hold her. I am looking forward ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day. My girlfriend got the job she really wanted, so I am very happy and proud of her. I had to go to work and make up an inservice that I missed, which was no biggie (easy money). I really don't want to do anything right now though. I am kind of depressed right now. Today I just feel like...Blah. I am scared because I think ( Read more... )

OK, so Tuesday if half over, now I need it to be Friday cause I need to see KARA!!! Things are going good with her today. I think our talk last night really help. I am glad to know how she feels now. I mean it was a lot of stress talking about things, but the only reason I did it was because I love her to death. I know thinking about my life ( Read more... )

Well last night Kara and I had a good talk. I had a hard time absorbing what she was saying, But I know that in the end what we talked about wouldn't even be an issue at all. She has told me from the day we met that she has had a rough history, and I was always cool about that. So last night she wanted to tell me that she didn't give me the full ( Read more... )

Eh, the weekend is over. I was soooo tired today. After my ride with Bill, I talked to Kara for about a half hour and went to sleep...Fell asleep at 6:30am, woke up at 11am. Fun stuff, especially since I had to work today. But work was ok. I worked with Niko, who is hella cool. He has been there the longest of most people, so I like when I ( Read more... )

I just got home from my ride with Bill. I had a lot of fun. It wasn't to busy but we had fun. We went to a DV first, nothing too exciting there. We spent most of the night driving around looking for stuff, but we just couldn't get behind a car to save our lives. We would turn on someone, and two blocks later they would turn off. It was hella ( Read more... )

Last night I went to CWU again. I had such a good time. I wasn't planning on going, but Kara was planning on breaking up with me. Usually I would just throw in the towel and say fuck it, but this girl I love SOOO much. In the past, I would allow a girl to break up with me, but Kara, HELL NO! She is the best thing that has ever happened too me ( Read more... )

I have to go to work in a bit, so that means my day is pretty much over. I told you I would write more about my last entry. So Kara decided things would be over, which I didn't agree with. I finally got a chance to explain myself, and we both cooled off. Last night the intent wasn't to teach me a lesson, but I learned a very important one ( Read more... )

Tonight, I told a girl I loved her. I meant it with all my heart, I still do love her. I made a dumb mistake of mentioning something that I shouldn't have, something we had already talked about and solved. She thinks I don't trust her. The thing is, I have trusted her since day one. She thinks I never trusted her. Well I got one thing to say ( Read more... )

I realized tonight that I loved someone. I had been having these feelings all week, and I finally realized tonight that I actually did love this person. This girl is one who I actually WANT to learn more about, and want to be with, would give anything for her. I melt when I hear her sweet voice just say "hi". Her brown eyes are the most ( Read more... )