pissed

[lfmusicgirl]

i just want to cry. roll up in a ball and cry. this sucks. life in general sucks. it makes absolutly no sense. i wish i could be a social person and just float from party to party and fit in everywhere. but i dont. i didnt want to leave u alone. im sry. i didnt want u to feel like the third wheel.like i feel sometimes. its not cool and i dont want

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[_shorty4life_]

i hope u feel better

[anonymous]

Girl... its not that you dont fit it. its that you dont try. It is always about that one person. Everyone loves you when you act like yourself. you just need to become your own person. I love being around when you arent being negative and judgemental towards everyone and everything. and just because amanda has preston and kari has ted and teresa has angie and jenny doesnt mean they arent capable of having more than one friend. people try to get you to do other things you choose not to. you make your own descions. i was there when people were trying to get you to go to coopers the other night and you decided to go stay at pats. you wanted to stay with savanna. and that is fine. but you will never be social when you dont try. and other people are trying to help you. you just dont let them. kirsten you just need to realize you are in high school. let loose and have a little fun once in a while. you are such an awesome person and you are funny and good at everything you do. You are an amazing musician and you are going to be a great drum

[contradiction41]

I no longer have Preston. You will go do well though Kirsten, just be you.

[contradiction41]

That is, if you ever actually "have" someone. They aren't possessions.

[lfmusicgirl]

thanks but who is this? is it angie?