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and forget about troubles and worries and school. i wanna just drive and not have a destination. take random exits, get lost, find my way again, then have it happen all over again. i just wanna leave for a lil while, go on a vacation, without any worries or hassles.
i need to graduate and go to college ASAP.
i feel like ive been on such a rollercoaster ride lately, and its really not good. ive been up, then suddenly i crash down into a depressed mood. then i find something to laugh about, but i know that soon after there's gonna be something bad. and i know no one wants to hear about it, but i really miss Dan. i really really really do. and that could be part of the reason that i am on this rollercoaster ride, but i think that its that + school + colleges + senior research. and all the stress is building up. i wanna just disappear for awhile then come back, but i know that even if i did that, nothing would change, the same hassles and worries would be waiting for me when i got back, and prolly built up. but, its a nice thought, u know, getting away for awhile.....
i need to graduate and go to college ASAP.
i feel like ive been on such a rollercoaster ride lately, and its really not good. ive been up, then suddenly i crash down into a depressed mood. then i find something to laugh about, but i know that soon after there's gonna be something bad. and i know no one wants to hear about it, but i really miss Dan. i really really really do. and that could be part of the reason that i am on this rollercoaster ride, but i think that its that + school + colleges + senior research. and all the stress is building up. i wanna just disappear for awhile then come back, but i know that even if i did that, nothing would change, the same hassles and worries would be waiting for me when i got back, and prolly built up. but, its a nice thought, u know, getting away for awhile.....