the fuck-you

[lhiana]

Today as I walk I feel a "fuck you" in the curves of my hips, the look on my face, the color and shape of my eyes, and the sway of my hair. "Fuck you" in each step, in my smile-sun glinting off teeth, a grin that's almost a sneer. "Fuck you" in the grace of my neck and the straightness of my back, the long slope of my nose and pout of my lower lip.

Comments

[ssimon]

i've been craving a bike for so long its silly. Of course it'll give my mom a heart attack and my dad a stroke but eh, oh well.

we'll see where i'm at come graduation

vvvrrroooooom

[lhiana]

I am incredibly good at blocking out the fact that many of the things I like to do are actually quite dangerous. I'm being cautious with this one because I'm not sure if it's my own enthusiasm or if I'm just picking up the vibes from Luis.

But no joke-I love speed.

[flyingshaman]

It's amazing what anger and restlessness can do for a room. I've been cleaning it on that adrenaline. It's quite amazing, because there's no real effort involved. It's like, just let the rocket fuel free, and it knows what to do!

I'm still getting over my heartache.

Damn do I miss that girl. The boy not so much... though he hurt me bad, but the girl... yeesh

amistad

[lhiana]

This one is hard for me because it's the first time I've ever shared so much someone, was so close and such good friends with someone I loved. I don't fall in love easily, but when I do, it's like a roaring river. He says he can't commit. I don't have a clue how I could feel anything except heartbroken over that statement.

I miss him dreadfully. Seeing him was like walking into a field in springtime, like the first winter snow, like the aspens changing to stained glass.

This one is going to take a while.

Re: amistad

[flyingshaman]

*hugs you gently*