I was gone to Portugal.. for 5 weeks. On 2nd of January i leave again, this time for 2 months. But right now all that matters it`s that im home. With my friends, and my family and i dont care that i just got a flu.. it`s okay. I`ve met very nice people and very bad people and i`ve learned that this is how the world is and all that matters is to see ( Read more... )

It`s evening, let`s go downtown and have a cup of hot chocolate, and talk, and laugh and forget of everything that`s ugly in this world and then walk and dance on the streets, in the night and then fall asleep on a roof, watching the stars, painting the sky with our dreams.. 

19 is okay.

If when you become a miracle for someone, you notice it- all the magic is gone and you simply cease being what you just realized you were. Because you start expecting stuff in return. And I forgot what genuine love is, for a second. And it filled me with bitterness and pain. But i decided to let go of all my wrong expectations and now im filled ( Read more... )

i

cant

anymore.

i dont wanna sound like an always depressed person. im not.

im just tired, im so sick and tired of always failing.

i cant breathe

nights are harsh lately and i have dreams of days when it`s autumn but sunny and the weather loves us and we love the weather and we love each other and we`re together, holding hands and twirling with the leaves together, and it`s just the two of us, and the playful sun coloring our hair and painting smiles on our faces and warming up the hearts ( Read more... )

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I found this 3 or 4 months ago and i just saved it as a Notepad file and i dont remember where i found it. If you happen to know who wrote it, please, let me know. It describes so well the mood im falling into, these days..

and so you realize one day.
fingers will be fingers. toes will be toes. you’ll touch. you’ll walk. people are animals and ( Read more... )

im freezing and i need a fire and

i cant i cant

i cant find my matches;;

me, the girl with the matches