Well, it happened again... I was fucked over by a guy. its nothing new to me anymore. Even though its not new it still hurts like shit especially when they do it in total disregaurd of your feelings and still wanna talk like everything is ok. I hate the fact that i'm so fucking nice to people... i mean i'd much rather be hurt than hurt someone. Why ( Read more... )

For any of you that care to know i have now returned from my like 3 week vacation. For the most part it was good... and when it was bad, my god was it awful. I went to go visit and stay with my girlfriend (well she was when i got there... we broke up...) i met all the people that she hangs out with and stuff. If you are a bit lost about that, i ( Read more... )

go join! fuctup_rawkas do it now bizznatch.... i'll get the leprachauns after you

Roy Wagner is a jackass....fuck hes not a jackass hes a fucking rude, inconsiderate, cocky, bitch ass motherfucking dick. I wish the worst possible things upon this asshole. "Why?" you may wonder. Well, its because i was being my normal D'Maris and I was kidding about him being emo or something because he was listening to Dashboard and it reminded ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm.... how have the past few days been? Bad! I've been walking that thin line of emoness, and its not cool... I don't really want to massively get into details but iknow part of it is because i'm alone, i just miss having someone there to be with me and be there for me and hug me and kiss me and tell me its ok and how things will get better. I ( Read more... )

Wow... lookee here this is my first entry! Doesn't that make me damn cool? No, not really but yea, nothing all that fun here i'm just listening to AFI and talking to Ames, Tate, and my love Bree. Heh, 3 more days till i get to see her, it'll be great. I can't wait... I haven't seen her in like a year and a half, and our 2 year anniversary is coming ( Read more... )