Back to LOVELY School
Am I the only person who thinks school is overrated now?
OK , last time I checked, school is a place to learn, not to show off and socialize. Sure, during lunch maybe, but not while classes start.
Oh my GOD I don't want to go back to school!!
OK, since Junior High, I've always wanted to go to a really good High School. This one in particular is a school mainly for minorities and also for students with high academics, so I went for it, aced the test and interview, and I got accepted into the school. Little did I know that [sorry, might be a little racist from here] there are mainly black people and not the "mixed group" I hoped for. But it was going mostly fine freshman year other than the 12 page paper, no big deal. Mostly things were going smoothly besides a few people.
Sophmore year though...Started out OK, ended with the worst [for me at least].
First of all, we got a new principal who frankly barely knew what the fuck he was doing. Not really my problem for the most part, but sometimes just watching him made my head want to explode. Second, and most importantly, people change. I have lost more than one friend that whole year just because of that.
Third, black people... Sorry for the racist comments again, but hopefully, you'll see my point. Do you know that I can't do/be certain things without being insulted or questioned. Like the fact that I'm Buddhist, and these people are Christian. "Oh so you worship Buddha, do you get up every morning to feed him bowls of rice?" "You don't look very vegetarian to me..." "You're not bald?!" and millions of other stupid things I could come up with. I'm racially mixed and I respect my Native American Indian culture, yet I get racist comments on Halloween when I dress as one. Or the fact that I don't listen to crap music and I listen to Japanese, Metal, and Techno mostly. And when I tell my dark jokes, suddenly I'm crazy. Plenty of random shit that people use against me.
Seriously, these people are fucking hypocrites. People come up with the dumbest nicknames, so I decided to do a nickname myself. So while I was in New York with the Sophmore class, people were introducing themselves by their nicknames, but when I do it, OH, I'm trying to be a totally new person. And everyone just suddenly want to make our [my roommates and me] whole week worse in New York. They surely did a good job at that. After that whole trip, my trust for mostly everyone [even my friends that didn't go and the ones that don't go to my school] dropped. I was SO happy on the last day of school. It's like I haven't felt that kind happiness in all year [besides outside of school].
Sad thing is, I still have two more years with the same people...
You think I'm exaggerating and showing my racist side, but I'm not. Try to be in the same class with these PEOPLE for even a whole semester and you'll suddenly want to kill yourself. Seriously, even my two best friends are black [they're mixed to, but they're still mainly black], and even they've gone "racist".
So as a result of these people, I have become less comfortable with blacks in my city [and Chinese, but I rather not go on about that], trust issues, social issues, issues, issues, and more ISSUES.
Other than those stupid buffoons, I can't deal with most of my friends gone. Since I have mostly older friends going to/are already in college, it sucks.
I'm so bored and I'm stuck with summer reading!!
American Essays are so boring, but I'm half-way through that big old book.
OK , last time I checked, school is a place to learn, not to show off and socialize. Sure, during lunch maybe, but not while classes start.
Oh my GOD I don't want to go back to school!!
OK, since Junior High, I've always wanted to go to a really good High School. This one in particular is a school mainly for minorities and also for students with high academics, so I went for it, aced the test and interview, and I got accepted into the school. Little did I know that [sorry, might be a little racist from here] there are mainly black people and not the "mixed group" I hoped for. But it was going mostly fine freshman year other than the 12 page paper, no big deal. Mostly things were going smoothly besides a few people.
Sophmore year though...Started out OK, ended with the worst [for me at least].
First of all, we got a new principal who frankly barely knew what the fuck he was doing. Not really my problem for the most part, but sometimes just watching him made my head want to explode. Second, and most importantly, people change. I have lost more than one friend that whole year just because of that.
Third, black people... Sorry for the racist comments again, but hopefully, you'll see my point. Do you know that I can't do/be certain things without being insulted or questioned. Like the fact that I'm Buddhist, and these people are Christian. "Oh so you worship Buddha, do you get up every morning to feed him bowls of rice?" "You don't look very vegetarian to me..." "You're not bald?!" and millions of other stupid things I could come up with. I'm racially mixed and I respect my Native American Indian culture, yet I get racist comments on Halloween when I dress as one. Or the fact that I don't listen to crap music and I listen to Japanese, Metal, and Techno mostly. And when I tell my dark jokes, suddenly I'm crazy. Plenty of random shit that people use against me.
Seriously, these people are fucking hypocrites. People come up with the dumbest nicknames, so I decided to do a nickname myself. So while I was in New York with the Sophmore class, people were introducing themselves by their nicknames, but when I do it, OH, I'm trying to be a totally new person. And everyone just suddenly want to make our [my roommates and me] whole week worse in New York. They surely did a good job at that. After that whole trip, my trust for mostly everyone [even my friends that didn't go and the ones that don't go to my school] dropped. I was SO happy on the last day of school. It's like I haven't felt that kind happiness in all year [besides outside of school].
Sad thing is, I still have two more years with the same people...
You think I'm exaggerating and showing my racist side, but I'm not. Try to be in the same class with these PEOPLE for even a whole semester and you'll suddenly want to kill yourself. Seriously, even my two best friends are black [they're mixed to, but they're still mainly black], and even they've gone "racist".
So as a result of these people, I have become less comfortable with blacks in my city [and Chinese, but I rather not go on about that], trust issues, social issues, issues, issues, and more ISSUES.
Other than those stupid buffoons, I can't deal with most of my friends gone. Since I have mostly older friends going to/are already in college, it sucks.
I'm so bored and I'm stuck with summer reading!!
American Essays are so boring, but I'm half-way through that big old book.