when did i become such a selfish heartless bitch? GOD. my friends have REAL crap going on. they're losing people. they're mom is in the hospital. they're grandfather had passed away. they're grades a crap no matter how much they try to fix them. they have family that REALLY don't understand them. they're BROKE. and what do i do? i complain about my ( Read more... )

why did this have to happen to ME? gah. i can't believe it. he's content! what the fuck? like...no. i...didn't want this. this is insane. i don't understand. i wanted an UNattached thing. and then he decides to be all...attached. GAH. i figure he'd be PREFECT for the unattached thing. BUT NO. GAH. i'm done.

the song. i've listened to it a lot. i ( Read more... )

He put THE SONG on his MySpace. like...woah ( Read more... )

today was good. i'm all...ok. yep. i'm good. /end ( Read more... )

i have my permit. whooo WHO CARES? i don't. whatever ( Read more... )

ok. so maybe, just maybe, i CAN do this. 

i seriously can not do this.

i can't do this.

last night got better. i took a shower. and when i got out i was better. idk why. but yeah. i fixed everything. well...not EVERYTHING..but the thing that mostly needed fixing ( Read more... )

i hate...

love songs. 
being emo. 
lies. 
being confused. 
thinking about things. 
crying.

i don't know what to do. i had a not-so-happy talk with Jesse. and i think i hurt him. he just like randomly starting being kind of emoish. but then he stopped. so whatev. but i really don't know what to do. i got all of the Krista stuff cleared up. or...i got ( Read more... )