Fact: I hate being fucked around with. I hate that people can so easily break down my walls and then have a party with my feelings. I really hate being screwed in the end. Am I so disposable a person
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Fact: I need to work on being more positive... :/ HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!
Honey, that may be the source of your problems. *hug* You don't *need* to be happy all the time, okay? The fact that you try so hard to be so happy and positive all the time... it just stresses you out because you're working so hard to put up this shell all the time, that it eventually just breaks you.
=/ I worry about you so much. You shouldn't have to stress out so much, and work so hard to pretend that nothing is wrong, and that you're happy all the time. I kind of wish we could just do something frivolous like go to the mall or something, to just take your mind off things.
If you ever want to take a break from things, the offer still stands to come visit me on the East coast. Or hell, go to school out there. Forget being positive all the time. Just be yourself. That's all anyone ever wants from you. You don't need to lie to yourself and others. Call me if you need me okay?
Bamboo, you're seriously probably one of the reasons that I stay sane. It's so nice to know that you're always there to watch my back.
Did you get my manga in review thing for ANN? I sent it to you in an email, but I have been having problems with attachments. Guess I'll have to post it in the forum when I get off work.
Liann, Bible-Thumping Loserville, Indiana sucks. Come go to school at BU or Tufts or something. Most of your cool friends are on the East Coast anyway. Maybe you just need a change of environment.
Seriously dawg! Move!! Move!!! Move with the wind! XD
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Honey, that may be the source of your problems. *hug* You don't *need* to be happy all the time, okay? The fact that you try so hard to be so happy and positive all the time... it just stresses you out because you're working so hard to put up this shell all the time, that it eventually just breaks you.
=/ I worry about you so much. You shouldn't have to stress out so much, and work so hard to pretend that nothing is wrong, and that you're happy all the time. I kind of wish we could just do something frivolous like go to the mall or something, to just take your mind off things.
If you ever want to take a break from things, the offer still stands to come visit me on the East coast. Or hell, go to school out there. Forget being positive all the time. Just be yourself. That's all anyone ever wants from you. You don't need to lie to yourself and others. Call me if you need me okay?
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Did you get my manga in review thing for ANN? I sent it to you in an email, but I have been having problems with attachments. Guess I'll have to post it in the forum when I get off work.
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Liann, Bible-Thumping Loserville, Indiana sucks. Come go to school at BU or Tufts or something. Most of your cool friends are on the East Coast anyway. Maybe you just need a change of environment.
Seriously dawg! Move!! Move!!! Move with the wind! XD
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