So I know people get stick of hearing me say this, but it's still taking time for me to get over...so to those people I say deal, and don't read this entry then. It's been 9 months since the worst moment of my life, and I guess I could say that it's gotten easier and easier to handle the whole thing. The closer it gets to may 2006 graduation, the ( Read more... )

We haven't been romantic in months...horny yes..friendly...close.....happy...yes...but not loving...not romantic... I didn't know what to do ( Read more... )

So for my last assignment we had to do a newspaper article. I decided to do a comedic Anti-smoking ad... all I gotta say is... I love you Jennifer!! *laughs*


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So I finally went to work out today...I'm so proud of myself...burned over 250 callories... not a lot..but a decent amount I'd say for the first time in awhile. Now the question is..will I be able to get myself up to do this again? Lets hope the answer to that question is yes ( Read more... )

Author's Note: This is really long...if you don't want to take the time to read it...I suggest you don't..

I took a really long nap today...by complete accident and had a bad dream. Normally I don't remember my dreams, but if I do...I remember the bad ones.. It's been a long time since I've actually dreamed and had it so fresh in my memory several ( Read more... )

First of all I would like to say that tomorrow TUESDAY, MARCH 21ST,2006 is the ILLINOIS ELECTION PRIMARY...therefore GO VOTE! Voting is between 6am and 7pm, and it is very important. So DO IT!

Now that that's out of my system....

I'm back at school now...mmm macomb...*drools* tehee jk. It's sad...I've only been back one day, and already i'm ( Read more... )

So all is well and good with the Justin thing again...we talked and everything is ok...I miss him terribly..and he misses me...(which is how it should be right???) and he said that he wants to make more time for all of his friends because lately he really hasn't been doing that due to his new girlfriend...which I totally understand because I was ( Read more... )

Well...aside from the justin thing...I still have other things on my mind...such as the matt thing...I really don't know how I'm going to get through the next two months..with school...and then moving...with all of this shit to think about...I feel like I'm slowly falling apart at the scenes... I was FINALLY ready to get my life together...and now ( Read more... )

What conceivable reason would someone have to have to not talk to me after so long? I'm sitting here crying my eyes out because quite possibly one of the best people that has ever been in my life thus far has chosen to shut me out. He has chosen to kick me to the curb...and decide that he doesn't need me as a friend in his life anymore. I don't ( Read more... )

So I went to Melissa's house today...talked with her about some things...sorted my feeling out about some people that I really felt had betrayed me...some people I really never thought would...but it'sok....I'm handling things fine...

My nephew is so incredibly adorable! here's some pictures from today..


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