right now i'm falling.

[liberty_rose]

i fucking hate everything.
i'm so frustrated. i want to be thin RIGHT NOW.
i don't want to wait for ages until i am finally visible and acknowleged. i'm sick of being in the background. i want to be admired. i want to be loved. but who is going to love this? i actually fucking repulse myself.

i have been eating next to nothing, walking at least 45

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[128_110]

I'm so sorry about how your feeling, and trust me I know exactly how you feel. I've been the same weight for over a month! So i'm trying something new.

Maybe since you havent any kind of fat or protein try eating some oatmeal for breakfast (only like 120 cal) or maybe for lunch have like 2 slices of lean turkey which has no fat and is only 70 cal. you know just to boos you up alittle bit. then maybe try running on an incline for a longer time. just suggestions they might work. but dont doubt yourself, I'm sure we can both reach our goals soon!

[liberty_rose]

thanks for the suggestions [:
i had some turkey for lunch today and i'm going on a run this afternoon so hopefully that should burn it off anyway.
i'm feeling a bit more confident today; i'm gunna stick at it and stay extra positive!
let me know how you go with your goals.
♥

[lone_pierrot]

I know how frustraing it is to not lose weight when your doing everything right. You might be plateuing just keep exersising and drink lots of water, sometime dehydration slow down the metabolism.
As for friends go, sometimes it better to have one or two compeltly loyal friends than just a bunch of okay ones. I learned that out the hard way.
Great job on the exerise though, I wish I was that dedicated. You'll get there, your doing a great job trust me.
i know how you feel, its sucks when no one notices you, i've had teachers forget I was even in the room.
take care sweetie, your doing a great job. Really you are I wouldn't lie. ^_^ I hope you feel better.

[liberty_rose]

thanks for the comment it's nice to know someone knows i do exist! as you've said, you know completely how i feel! it's wank. && i didn't know about dehydration slowing down metabolism so thanks! [: i will make sure i am constantly hydrated! my metabolism is sluggish to start with.
i'm beginning to realise that it is a better feeling to know i can completely rely on just one person then having a few who i'm close to but can't talk to like it used to be. life isn't that shit!
hope things with your mates gets sorted.
[: ♥