meltdown transcript
what I say is for the most part in Bold, and her statements should be in italics.... it was a long assed post and I may or may not have gotten evrything perfect.
Thu, 21 Aug 2003 02:12:47 UT
Me: I picked those people for thier link to the military. To make suggestions for navigating the final phases of MEPS. I limited it to keep hype down. If I hated you, I would have
1: Let you know
and
2: I would have defriended you.
and, not to be rude, but I will keep whatever company I wish. There are those that would say the same of you, there are those that would say the same of me.
Their reply was:
Her: I picked those people for thier link to the military. To make suggestions for navigating the final phases of MEPS. I limited it to keep hype down.
I can keep a secret. I'd thought this was a thing you wanted to tell people who were your friends.
If I hated you, I would have
1: Let you know
and
2: I would have defriended you.
You've been ice cold to me for a month.
and, not to be rude, but I will keep whatever company I wish.
Just warning you that the ho is psycho. She's DarkMattr's head groupie and asslicker, and has carried on tirades about me for a full year now without ever having met me, because DarkMattr told her to.
Friends warn friends when they're entering into dealings with the dangerously brain-dead.
I'm going to bed now.
Date: Thu, 21 Aug 2003 02:15:56 UT
Me: I picked those people for thier link to the military. To make suggestions for navigating the final phases of MEPS. I limited it to keep hype down. If I hated you, I would have
1: Let you know
and
2: I would have defriended you.
and, not to be rude, but I will keep whatever company I wish. There are those that would say the same of you, there are those that would say the same of me.
Their reply was:
her: And lest you think my aversion to BounceCuntrag is an all-about-me thing - anyone capable of rational thought checks out all sides of the story before going psycho like she's done. Therefore, she ain't rational. I'd hold anyone to the same standard - if I tell you I hate, say, Adam, I'd expect you to look and see if Adam's behavior really is how I describe it, before going on a crusade against Adam. If you didn't, you would not be a rational person.
Date: Thu, 21 Aug 2003 12:29:39 UT
Me: "I can keep a secret. I'd thought this was a thing you wanted to tell people who were your friends."
I do, but the last time I let this news out prematurely, I got disqualified. It was horribly embarrassing to have to tell people less than 24hrs after telling them that I'm in, that I'm not.
"You've been ice cold to me for a month."
right now I haven't been very warm to many people other than Michelle. I've been reevaluating my life and the components thereof for some time now. Be patient and it will pass.
"Just warning you that the ho is psycho. She's DarkMattr's head groupie and asslicker, and has carried on tirades about me for a full year now without ever having met me, because DarkMattr told her to.
Friends warn friends when they're entering into dealings with the dangerously brain-dead."
I don't know who darkmattr is, am not really concerned. She's been a straight shooter with me, and so I have no problem with her. I do not make other people's problems my own, you know this about me, and I would expect you to respect that. If I have a problem with someone I will take it up with them PRIVATELY. I am tired and so I am going to not make the statements that I find myself wanting to make as they are counterproductive. If you believe yourself to have fallen out of favor with me, you believe incorrectly. I will not, however have my social agenda dictated to me by anyone (which is how it appears from my end). If that was not your intent please state so now.
Their reply was:
Her: I don't know who darkmattr is,
The ex-reallife-friend who made last year's DragonCon a living hell and has continued to stalk and harass me all year. He's goaded other people into doing so, the Tamson House Bitches I refer to. And Bouncepogo.
"I will not, however have my social agenda dictated to me by anyone (which is how it appears from my end). If that was not your intent please state so now."
You know very well that that was not my intent - that my intent was to warn you that you were, in effect, clasping a viper to your chest, and you ought not to be surprised if it bites you.
Your tone is not appreciated, as you well know - it's downright unacceptable.
Date: Fri, 22 Aug 2003 16:15:57 +0600
"Your tone is not appreciated, as you well know - it's
downright unacceptable."
this is what I'm talking about. This is the kind of persona that is
coming through that is pissing me off. I see that you've already
decided to defriend me. That is YOUR choice, I will keep a record of
this correspondence to verify to ANYONE who asks that I was NOT the
instigator of aggression. I'm not your child and for your to attempt
to treat me as such is downright arrogant and an attempt at
dehumanization. I've tried to keep my emotions in check, something
you, by malice aforethought neglect to do.
Date: Fri, 22 Aug 2003 15:19:29 +0500 (GMT-5)
> Your tone is not appreciated, as you well know - it's
downright
> unacceptable.
>
> "this is what I'm talking about. This is the kind of persona
that is
> coming through that is pissing me off. I see that you've
already decided
> to defriend me. That is YOUR choice, I will keep a record of
this
> correspondence to verify to ANYONE who asks that I was NOT the
instigator
> of aggression. I'm not your child and for your to attempt to
treat me as
> such is downright arrogant and an attempt at dehumanization.
I've tried
> to keep my emotions in check, something you, by malice
aforethought
> neglect to do."
And this is the tone you're accusing me of having. Grow up, Duncan.
You
know you started this, and you know why.