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[libluna]

ok my dad was alittle better i guess, even if i had to eat fried liver and lasagna..i was good i didnt eat too much of either really and i purged a lot of the liver, so yah its getting scary how comfortable i am with purging, but i am, i like the control...My dad said today that being thinner might be good for the mind but affects the mind

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YOU'RE NOT LOST!

[thin_red_rose]

Hey! Don't get so down. In Virginia & Michigan you'll be really close to me! I know that's no inspitation. It's great that you're outspoken & can keep tabs on your dad. It reminds me a lot of myself. I like control & hate it when people tell me what to do. However I can take it when necessary. You asked questions when you wrote me back & I'm going to answer them. I am 28 yrs. old. I'm sure that sounds really old to you. But if you live my life it's really not that old. About my ED. Well you may do away w/me for this: I've never purged before (seen too much of it from my cousin). I can't be considered Anorexic - I haven't lost 3 periods in a row). So I guess I'm somewhere in the middle. I just can't stand to put too much food into this body. I'd be specified as ED-NOS. Is it still legit for me to be on this site? If not I hope us 2 can still be on this site. Well I know you can. It's just that you've been a really great friend. Thanks for everything!!! I need your suppport. If you want we could also be

Re: YOU'RE NOT LOST!

[libluna]

hey that is inspiring that I will be somewhere close to you, it will encourage me to be strong, I wouldnt want to bump into you by accident knowing I had done bad all day!!! LOOL! something to inspire me anyway!!! I try to be outspoken but I think now I am mostly just quiet, trying not to get into a fight before he leaves, we cant afford to do that....so i am being good and silent and spending all that extra frustration and anger on doing my workouts, at least its going somewhere

[thin_red_rose]

Hey. Sorry I haven't written. It's a long story. Basically my husband looked on my email of someone else from this site and said WHAT'S ThIS ? I was just shocked & stood in place. Then I just said oh it's from that anorexia site - they keep sending me stuff - I deleted them under my favorites - see ! Then I showed him it wasn't under my favorites. (i had deleted it earlier for some unknown reason. i'm glad i did now!!. He knew I was looking under Anorexia because of my sister. He also knew I told him I was going on a diet too. He's usually completely oblivious but this time he got me. I'm so glad it wasn't one of your posts. Than I would've been screwed. He would've seen what I wrote you. Anyways I said oh well and then proceeded to act like I wanted to check my mom & sisters stuff on ebay. Then he got distracted and I deleted your emails. Anyways, I added you as a friend in my livejournal. If you want you can add me too. That's probably the best way to talk now. Receiveing emails is not really an option for me

HEY

[libluna]

Well that was a close one wasnt it....I understand you not being able to email alot, but I will still be here when you need a friend!! Would you like me to post under my comments or under your page, which ever is easier for you to check, I dont have a problem with either

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