today is the last day my sister is gonna be home. Shes going to college at four in the morning. (il be awake) my mom was really sad to hear that katherine tuel died. At first she thought it was a joke. She kept asking me who told me she was dead. K im not gonna talk about that anymore. Umm going to the orientation on monday. Guess that will be ( Read more... )

today is the 25th sry. i guess i dont know the date. but since ive been sleeping, ive been seeing what date it really is. I just found out Katherine tuel is dead. Sorta depressed now. wasnt like a close friend with her, but i knew her and her brother. Why do bad things have to hapen to good people? How is it that in an instant, the ones we care ( Read more... )

wow this is freaky. i went to bed at 5 am and woke up at 8. This is really strange. O and if this journal is supposed to prevent depression, its not working. Its showed me how boring i am. Il probably post again before the day is done (cause ive got the computer all to myself today!:))

I got up today. It took a while. Im supposed to be readind mutiny on the bounty right now. but screw that. Im 7 pages into it and theres 400 pages. Man school will be a bitch. Especially since i missed orientation.

wow im reallly bored. bored bored bored. watching not another teen movie. still bored. dreaming of dave hanging by his neck in his closet. happy but bored. bored bored bored.

For a while my parents have been encouraging me to create a journal. They say it can be my own and nobody will read it (probably cause they think il write "dirty" things in it) Well i said "Fuck it" when my doctor also told me to write one. They are afraid of my sleeping habits (sleep at 5am wake up at 3). Well i might as well warn u guys the stuff ( Read more... )