wel u no the odd sentence wouldnt hurt eh? to get it off my mind once in a while
oh fuck it
i luv him

y is this journal all bout him? i will forget an move on i promise. from now on theres gona no word bout him AT ALL. hes in my heart locked away......

u will get sick of me writin bout him. bin tlkin 2 lauz and she sez the msg i sent him was sweet an he shud have rplied ( Read more... )

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infact, its not my fault? Y do i always blame myself? He sez am different, i am but am still the same person, surely hes rong? but i duno i cant blame him, i should forget him, leave my past behind and look to the future. But for me that dusnt work..i still really like him. ARGH!!!Dya not just h8it when ppl u like, dont like u bk in that way? it ( Read more... )

i is unhappy :(. he dusnt tlk 2 me any more (code name) he hasnt sed nuffin bout the message i sent him. I feel so annoyed but guilty, why sould i land my feelings on him? of course he feels awkward - its not his fault!

Just got home - v.ill, well not really,just an excuse to get away! everyones pissin me off. especially kirsteen.She admitted she tryed to make me feel guilty last nite as i really do h8 her but then she sed that i copy gillian thats 1 step too far....
If she tinks am gona like her after hat comment shes gotanother thing comin.