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[lickablextc]

It is time i stop being so selfish and start realizing that i've hurt so many people who have done anything and everything in there power to try and make me happy.

I am sorry.

Comments

[tragedy_x]

you are beautiful do not be sorry your depression is something that you have no control over.

[lickablextc]

thank you my dear but it is something that i must learn to control, i will not let them put me on medicine again, i must take control of my actions and how i act towards people who really do care for me and my safety

[tragedy_x]

yes but ashley, it is me, your friend! shouldn't i know how you are with or without the pills?

[lickablextc]

what do you mean it is you, i hardly know you well.. i mean sure we have been friends for a while.. but .. you dont know anything about me ... you know some stuff that other people know.. but you think you know more why?

I do not mean to sound rude.. but i just hate when people say "but ashley it is me".. yeah so what its you, you dont know the real me, all you know is me from stopping and saying hi in the halls.

i am sorry, i sound rude but.. eh.. i shouldnt appologize.

[tragedy_x]

what happened to calling that fucking asshole pumpkin? wasnt that what you called him?

[decapitated_]

Oh, excuse her for not using it in every retort, you pile of radioactive nose pickings.

[tragedy_x]

i have not once seen her use the word for a while. maybe your not her pumpkin any more ;)

[decapitated_]

*you're

Seeing as how she's also hasn't mentioned me.

Nice of you to keep trakc of when and when not she calls me pumpkin.

Dont' get mad because she doesn't like you back.

[tragedy_x]

ashley i dont understand you

[lickablextc]

don't worrie not many people do.

p.s whos your daddy and what does he do?

[tragedy_x]

i would like to understand you

my father is Ryan Shawhes and he builds cars

[decapitated_]

Your father should be on death row for having you.

[vaginamite]

hey.

i miss you

[lickablextc]

i misss you too beautiful <3

[_thislove]

eep. i don't know what's wrong but i can tell it's not anything good. i hope things get better with you! i added ya back <3

[lickablextc]

:) thank you i hope things get better too. <3