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[lickmuhjpop]

     Ugh I seriously hate myself sometimes!! I guess i over analyze everything but still...i actually got time to put myself together thought wise @ work today since it was SO-INCREDIBLY-SLOW...not good...i got all teary eyed and i needed a hug :-( so I went up behind mattii and he gave me one :-) hes a good kid...lol well, sometimes...lil punk, he

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I LOVE YOU

[jenniebennie16]

...i will not let you fall...and if you start to fall ill catch u...and if you start to cry...ill dry your tears...and if you become afraid...ill be there to fight the evil...and if you laugh...ill laugh with you...and if you need to smile...ill tell u a joke...and if you stumble...ill keep you from tripping...and if your world falls apart...ill sit there with you and redo the puzzle...and if you heart breaks...ill mend it with tape...and if you need a shoulder...mine will be waiting...and if you need a surprise...ill through you a party...and if you need to party...ill take you to the club...and if youve had a rough day...ill sit with you and watch movies or tube on the lake...and if you got pregnant...id get a job to help you take care of the babay and you could live at my house...and if you got in a fight with your parents...id give you a room to stay in away from home..and if you needed a memory...id make you a scrapbook...and if you died...id die too...because you are my best friend elisa...and someday when i walk down the isle

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[lickmuhjpop]

i didnt wanna CRY jena...

you filled my heart with pride (since im always SO very proud of you)
yet you fill my eyes with tears (the happiest of times, you make me cry!)
you fill my face with smiles ("i love you" "your beautiful" thank you jelli..)
yet you fill my head with questions (does this LOOK ok? lmao!)
you filled thoughts with love (He loves you, I love you, You love you?! lmao!)
yet you fill my stomach with food (And i make it sound like a BAD thing?)

and for all you do
and for all youve done
and for all you will do
i say thank you, thank you for knowning me and giving me a chance, thank you for seeing through the smile and the laughs, for looking deeper into these demonic eyes and seeing the weakness and the needyness...to pick me up when times got tough...to hold me close when noone was around...to smile at my biggest mistakes...

i love you jenarita lynn <33

*jLk*eSg*
>>nOt sisters by blood* but we knew from the start*fate brought us together*to be sisters at heart<<

[anonymous]

Dear Elisa,
You should not hate yourself, because there is nothing for you to hate. You are *perfect*. People always say noone is perfect, but obviously they haven't me you. I don't care what anyone says to you, or what anyone thinks about you. Don't let them get to you. And don't let your own thoughts get the best of you. I know sometimes you can't help it but what are you gunna do i mean really. Well i just wanted you to know that i will love you no matter what. And if you doubt evrything and do not know nothing at all, im just giving you something that you can be sure about because i know that i am sure of that. And if you think you were wrong for writing this you're not. You had to vent and sometimes you have to let things out. I just want you to know that im always here for you, evn if you think its dum or i wont understand i will. Well ill leave for now. Goodbye princess.

Love Always
-J