i was watching the dark ceiling with vehement eyes. you carried pillows, half-heartedly, looking for a place to sleep ( Read more... )

i stumbled my way to where you were, the first tints of blue in the sky breaking your figure from where you stood. and we crashed by the poolside. you talking to me, me incoherently answering. you, with the questions, me, with the sudden understanding of what you were asking from me. permission, from yourself ( Read more... )

Five times. Has it been five times? That i sat between your thighs sucking you to orgasm. Your office, my room, your home, my room, your home ( Read more... )

Death, after all, is the overwhelming question to which sex provides no answer, only an occasional brief respite from thinking about it.

if one random, unexpected moment could change your whole life ( Read more... )

i came to your room. we talked. you walked pass to the loo and touched my shoulder ( Read more... )

when it happened it was so violent.
i felt so raw.
and i felt even more numb inside.

i pushed someone's buttons last night.
i watched him explode.

for the past two days we bickered like an old married couple.
then i called him.

and it only took 30 minutes for me to be sane again.

are we reaching breaking point.
or is this just another one of our games.
i can't tell anymore.

but it's positively infuriating.

could i take 8 months?
that's 3/4 of a year.

and yeah.. if there was ever someone getting the best of me...
it's you goddammit. it's you.

throw everything aside.
everything's just a reminder of you.
everything's just a replacement.

i'm measuring every other person up to you and how you've made me feelno one's gotten here before ( Read more... )