i just wanna die...

Apr 02, 2005 21:41


why does the world have to be so cruel? i figured out today that i have nothing to live for...seriously. the world decided to bite me in the ass. i've never felt so alone and unmeaningful in my life my whole family hates me, no one is talking to me, my mom is like crazy and is always screaming at me and my brother is mad at me because he's a ( Read more... )

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chaoticlife15 April 2 2005, 21:20:23 UTC
I know your feeling very down lately but just know that you'll always have a friend you can confide in...i might not have answers to your problems sometimes but im always hear to listenand try to help u..love ya!

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zweetbabygrl69 April 3 2005, 18:50:02 UTC
As long as Sheina is around we're still cousins. I'm always here for u, i know what it's like for a mom to seclude u from everything and everyone, and i know what it's like to have ur family mad at u, they'll get over it, and if not u can always come live with me...remember this even though i'm leaving u guys, i'm always here for u no matter what, u can call me at any time and i'll be here even if i'm with sir, cuz friends always come first and i'll put u b4 sir cuz i luuuuuuuuuuuuv ya.

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themultilooper April 3 2005, 20:38:51 UTC
well i kno how thats like i feel when im home. i feel like the scum of the universe. deep down inside i know i dispointed them. but look at it like this they wont be there when u live on ur own. and w/e ull find a job. i think like that to cuz i got shity grades and college seems nigh.... but just keep stepin' everything will eventually get better....

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cuz ali <3's you thecrazy88 April 4 2005, 19:49:43 UTC
umm i <3 you and thats one reason y u shouldnt die. And about the job- theres always prostitution or when i get rich and famous (in my dreams) i will just have you work for me cuh :) which is basically like gettin money for free lol :)

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ladiipimptatii April 6 2005, 21:54:11 UTC
hay aracelly! i knO were not as close as we used tO be n shyT! but i have alwayz considered u oNe of da nicest pPl i met! i kOuld alwayz taLked to U bOut n e ThiNq n teLl u exacLy hOw i feLt! da tYmz we chiLLed weRe reaLLy fUn, frOm 8th graDe to 10. u chanGed aLot sinCe i leFt gaBlez, but i knO ur sTill da same araceLLy! dUn saii u wanna die! eveRy1 feelz lYk dat oNce iN a while lyk uR famiLii haTez u n daT u dUn beLong n e wHere! im TeLLiN u cuZ i FeEl DaT waii sUmtYmz! bUt uR nOt fUNna sOlve nO prOblemz by dYin, uR uzT ruNnin away frOm em, n da araceLly i knO isn'T lyK daT! sO cheEr uP n waTch hOw everYthiN is fuNna cHange oNe daii n uR fuNNa thX gOd u sTiLL aLiVe! lOok aT me i wuz fuNna KiLL mYseLf fO a NiGGuh n i thX gOd eveRydaii i didn't cUz nOw i wOuldnt b sO haPPy w/ aLLan! uZt giVe evEyTHin tYm n u'll see! wOw diz is lOnq! lol....kaLL me weN u waNt my # iz (305)480-5964 n maYbe we kaN chill 1 daii, i miZz chiLliin w/ u n MaRy! LuV Ya aLLy!!!

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