You ever have those sudden bursts of just needing to write. Well I just had one. So I'm weird, it's ok though. I would have emailed Mckade, but he never check his email, and I emailed him a couple of forewards and he'll probobly kill me for that already so I'll wait. Well This has been a emotional week. Stressful and wonderful all at the same time ( Read more... )

Well its been a while, but life has been insane. In a good way though. My missions trip was amazing. I have never seen God work in such wonderful ways. Now I can see miracles in my everyday life. Not only that, But He gave me clarity in so much of my stresses. I wasnt sure about whether or not to leave BBC and go somewhere else for school next ( Read more... )

Well truthfully, Life has been completely overwhelming. I have no idea how I'm going to handle all this pressure. I hate this. The worst part is that for the most part I brought it on myself. I know that satan is trying to discourage me for my missions trip coming up, but I can't help but think that it's working. I feel completely powerless. I want ( Read more... )

I truly feel that God is raising up His chosen generation. The generation that is going to light the world on fire with a passion for The Passionate ONE. In the last few days I have seen a spark in so mahy people. That spark is growing to a flame. I pray that these flames will turn into a Holy roar for that furtherance of the Gospel. I am so ( Read more... )

I've been under alot of stress lately, as you girls know. I appoligize for my edgeiness. I tend to push people away when I don't want them to get any closer. So I get edgy and moody. Im sorry If I've been weird these last coulple of days. As you all know I have a few big decisions to make. If you don't know the story already well here it is. On ( Read more... )

I dunno what God is trying to show me, but I know that the past few days I've been completely uncontent and uneasy. The only time I have ever felt this way is when God was calling me into full time ministry. I dont know wxactly what it is he wants me to surrender, buy I'll give it if it makes this feeling go away. Its like I dont know what I'm ( Read more... )

Life is exhausting. Isn't it funny that sometimes the more and more that you take out of your schedule the fuller it seems. I'm taking less hours this semester than last semester and yet I feel completely overwhelemed. Oh well. Im amazed at how much I've learned this semester thus far. God has been so awesome. Threw my struggles and threw my ( Read more... )

I am completely and utterly exahsted but I have no time to sleep. This is my free time. I got in kinda late last night and got to bed really late last night considering I had a 7:30 class this morning. you can imagine how much of a bubbly person I am right now, or not. All in all it was worth it though. I got to spend time with my little sister ( Read more... )

well when i woke up this morning i woke up at home. It was so peaceful. I woke up before my alarm went off. Usually when this happens I'll go back to sleep.Not today. Today I woke up and just enjoyed my morning. I only got 4 and a half hours of sleep, but I'm ok and I feel good because IM HOME. Well the drive here was pretty rough, the weathergot ( Read more... )

today was a good day. I have to admit I didnt wake up in the best of moods, though.Then again 7:30 classes do that to a girl who LOVES sleep. Well after my morning nap it was all up hill. I had a great meeting, and It's official I get to go on a missions trip to Mexico. YEEEEEY! I was kinda scared about that. Then I went to work and I got to see a ( Read more... )