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"i guess its safe to say you're never coming back"
i havent updated in this in a really long time...the past few weeks havent been that bad...i went to u of i with kylie nina and age and that was a LOT of fun...like 2 weeks ago. john came home this weekend - always a good time...kelsey comes home in a month..thats even better...bt is goin to the anberlin show with me and two of my work friends so ( Read more... ) -
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why can i never be good enough for any of you
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i cant see you getting used to living in the midst of your perfection...
so break is over...for most people..xcept for us elmhurst folks who dont have to go back till the 29th..we are blessed lol
break was a lot of fun..some drama..[[but when is there not drama between us]]...and a lot of work for me -i basically worked almost every day which sucked but its not terrible...i spent a lot of time with the people i wanted to ( Read more... ) -
i hate this feeling
sometimes the only person you can trust is yourself
[[its kinda scary when you tell someone you love, "i love you more" and you realize....youre right]]
life doesnt hurt until you realize how much things have changed...who you've lost...and how much of it was your own fault
to let go isnt to forget, not think about or ignore. it doesnt have feelings ( Read more... ) -
tell me who do u love now who do u miss now
so this new years eve started out as a lame fest...i worked from 945-like 1ish and then i went home ( Read more... ) -
tear me apart for pouring out my heart.
so christmas was good...i got everything i wanted...not that it was much to ask for...just a jacket and some clothes..im pretty pleased with it...cleaning the room on christmas morning sucks but what can u do when u have an enormous famil with a bazillion coats that dont fit in one room lol...
i love my family parties..we always have fun no matter ( Read more... ) -
she's trapped inside her room with reruns on the screen
so i definitely changed the look of my lame journal lol...now its festive n im excited...i havent really gotten into the xmas spirit cuz i havent gone shopping at all yet..and im in desperate need of doing so...
i worked like ALL weekend...me n sami spent some quality time on friday watching pirates of the carribean 2 which is an amazing movie and ( Read more... ) -
im standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more i can take =(
so last night i went to northern with a few cool people lol
me, andy, nina, age, n tim all went up to visit matty babe. seroiusly...i love that kid he always makes me laugh....and especially with andy who constantly makes everyone laugh.
"if i had to choose one hole to bleed out of i would choose my belly button...."
yea..
andys a freakin weirdo
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this'll take the heart right out of me
so i love when people try and tell me things about people when i already know that theyre true and im just like...uhhhh ur stupid...thats it ( Read more... )