wow morning started off pretty shitty id say. ONCE AGAIN didnt get much fuckin sleep lastnite and woke up early cuz of the little shitass kids that run around here. GOD all i want is one normal nights sleep. is that so much to ask for? just ONE NIGHT where i dont feel like my minds going SO nuts that i just wanna blow it out lol. jesus. i hate life ( Read more... )

im not doing anything until i know whats going on.

im so fucking exhuasted. i didnt fall asleep till like 5 this morning even though i was in bed at like 2ish. then this morning my aunts dogs decide to flip out and start barking at like 9. wasnt able to fall back asleep either after that so im wiped. i kinda looked like a retard when i woke up cuz my eyes were soo swollen it hurt to keep them open ( Read more... )

I think im loosing my mind.

So Ive been pretty good lately. some people have been annoying me ONCE AGAIN since theyre too cool and wrapped up in whatever they thinks cool to even talk to me really anymore. but whatever. my caring levels pretty low. me and the wonderful bf are doing great and im proud he got a fulltime job at toys r us! congrats babe lol. i should get on that ( Read more... )

anywaysssss ya just ate tacobell. was pretty good..only pick me up of the day. im out. just thought all you would like to know.

i feel really ugly right now. hmm..odd.

peace the fuck out you fucks

yea pretty much dancing around like an idiot for being soo happy. kinda like a little girl...weird huh?

butterflies like whoa

Well i woke up todayy about 11:00 after going to bed at like 3ish. i was pretty tired because uh 8 hours of sleep just doesnt fuckin cut it for me. my eyes were all fucking swollen and fucked up. i looked like an alien or someshit. hah whatever. i went to my school this afternoon to print out some resumes i had saved on the computers from lastyear ( Read more... )

im wiped. i only got about almost 5 hours of sleep lastnight but it wasnt all at once. it was all broken up because of wicked shitty dreams. =/ ohwell. hopefully ill nap a little today. im feeling a little bit better which is good cuz yesterday i felt aweful and kinda just wanted to die lol. but im on my way to gettn better. not sure what im doing ( Read more... )