For the record, the sentences in ''quotes'' are actually lyrics from the song I was listening to that made me write this. its called for you I will by teddy geiger.
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Those pretty songs that play on the radio
Makes you think lifes perfect with their acoustic guitar
Fantasies play through your mind of
Falling in love and never hurting
'You always want what you cant have'
The songs against themselves
.
While you listen you cry some happy tears
All these emotions in your veins
but it still turns back into pain
Describe the pretty girl everyone believes 'thats me'
And the boy is whoever you want
''for you I will, for you, I will''
.
''Forgive me if I still stutter''
but my throat is dry and tired
Ive waited for my day to come and maybe its passed me by
but I believe its just in these songs
Its never gonna play itself out
The best you can get is repeat
.
That acoustic guitar
Those love felt words
Who would have though music is lifes biggest lie?
That happiest dream you'll never get.
''And Ill muster every ounch of confidence I have''
''For you, I will''