Between JE (or AkaKame) friendship and mine

Aug 26, 2010 19:49

Kinda diary entries...

It's been a while since the last time I can see Akame evidences again...

Somehow I really love them..

Yeah it's kinda disgusting maybe for people out there if they see me like this.

But hey! I can't help it!!!

Seeing their strong friendship make me really jealous...

I've been living in this world for about 15 years but so far, I never can found great friends that can build strong friendship with me...

Well I do actually....

They are 6 people including me...

It's not like I don't trust them..

I TRUST THEM!!!

THEY ARE GREAT FRIENDS!!!

But the problem is, Am I good enough to be their friend?

Whenever I around them, I just make them pissed off (well that's what I think)

I annoyed them so much

They are really a great friend

They introduced me to the bigger world and being with them gave me a great courage to continue this fucking live...

But still, we are so far apart...

Well, it's not like they live in North pole and I live in the South pole...

We're still in the same country, same city, but WE ARE IN DIFFERENT SCHOOL!

It hurts so bad...

when the fact slap me...

The fact that I couldn't go to the same school as they do..

But you know, they seem like just fine about that fact...

I cried myself out every single time I remember them when I just entered my school now...

I blame myself for being stupid who can't choose same school as they do...

But somehow between the 6 of us, there are no one go to the same school...

I don't know whether it's a fate, or what but I just feel like the life is cruel on me...

Okay back to the Akame topic, I really envy them, or maybe KATTUN and Arashi to be exact?

They are really close...

But whatever happen, I still have a strong believe on my best friends...

Not like I wanna make them become God of my life...

But I trust them...

I trust our friendship...

I trust the fate...

I believe that we are meant to be together as best friend forever...

Thanks God for ever letting them come to my life..
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