All I tried to do is set things right.

[lie2mejonny]

All I tried to do is make you both happy.

Thank you.

Now I'm the unhappy one. I don't know maybe this is what you wanted and maybe it's not what you wanted but it's the way I feel.

Edit: Thanks Janie for the icons.

Comments

[thisisjenthen]

Are you trying to say you're breaking up with me?

[lie2mejonny]

No....

But all this needs to stop. I can't take it anymore. I can't be in the middle.

[thisisjenthen]

I know. I know I've done things that have made you unhappy, and I'm sorry for them. Honestly, I just want you to be happy. You know I care for you a lot, not only are/were you my boyfriend but you were a friend as well. If you need a break, take one. I don't want to cause you any unhappiness because you just don't deserve it.

[lie2mejonny]

I don't want a break from you. That's the last thing I want. You make me happy. This isn't so much about you, as the whole situation.

Just if your going to go after Anna please don't involve me. I want no part in it, because I refuse to choose sides.

[lindsay_korman]

Maybe you should just step back and take some time for yourself. Stop trying to make everyone else happy, and just make yourself happy for once. If you spend the rest of your life trying to please everyone else, you are going to end up miserable...

[lie2mejonny]

I know. It's just that right now it feels like there is no out. I wont be happy, unless they are both happy. I've always done this since I was little. Always put my own happiness on hold to make others happy. Of course it has never failed to make me miserable.

[lindsay_korman]

Take a break from it okay? Sometimes you have to put your welfare before others. And I think if they really care about you the way they claim to, then they will understand.

[lie2mejonny]

I really should take a break. I just don't know how I'm going to do it.

[anna_paquin_]

Jonny... I just wanted you to be happy... Don't think I wanted anything bad... I just want you to be happy alrite?

[lie2mejonny]

Are you so sure you want me to be happy? Both of you, have done some things that have made me unhappy.

[anna_paquin_]

Yes I do want you happy..But I just got upset because.. I got hurt agian.. and then 'threatened' do you know what I mean? -sighs- I'm sorry.. cause I do love ya.. but just want you happy.

[lie2mejonny]

It's not like I can suddenly make Eddie lay off. He's got his own agenda, and it's not like I can make Jen stop talking to you. Those people are out of my control. All I can do is make myself happy. I have always had a certain joy in making others happy, but this last week or so it's felt like almost torture. I know you want me to be happy, but I can't be happy with things like this.