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Had a strange weekend.

Worked a lot over the week.

Going to buy painting supplies.

Going through this crazy depression.

Maybe I'll spend the weekend painting?

I want to sit next to a tree and thank it for the oxygen.

I would go see a movie tonight, but there are none out. I'd go to see this Classic Rock band in Worcester tonight, but I don't have a ride.

My friends and I like to be outside.

I'm going on an adventure soon.

I've got this crazy headache ( Read more... )

I'm so dumb.
I have no idea why I didn't understand before.
But now I do.

I've got things to do and stuff to look forward to.

I guess I give up.

I want to hate you, but I never will.

Chances always arise.
Everywhere.

I'm too incomplete.

Complete. Complete.

My mom called me a butch today. What on earth is she on?

I'm too caring about everything.

My head can't handle my head.

I have a lot of thoughts on that.

I tried some new things this weekend.
It was interesting, but I think I'm a hopeless cause.
I'm not picky I just don't know what I want from people. And I don't dive into things when I'm supposed to. It never feels right.

Food is good.

Spent money yesterday. I refused to let anyone pay for anything for me since there was money in my wallet. Money that I'm not supposed to spend, but want to spend. Why not? It's not worth more than smiles and feelings and people and friendship. So it's nothing to me. Just my future if I'm smart with it ( Read more... )

Today a girl made me nervous, but I didn't even realize I was nervous.

Relay. Relay. Relay.

In my head.

I feel so sick about life. Some people are capable of doing really horrible things.

Too bad we can't get away from all of this.

I love my real friends ( Read more... )