I remember at the end of the summer, I was perfectly content with never loving another person in this way again. Because the incredibly painfully slow fading away process is more than I can handle. The whole "this time will be different" thing is so old. Love blinds you, then when people revoke it, you see that you're right back where you swore you ( Read more... )

Good literature is keeping me numb ( Read more... )

I'm excited to get away, to warm weather and constant affection. that much is obvious and anyone would agree ( Read more... )

its supposed to rain/snow on my flight day.
let's all do a sun-dance for Friday, ya?

Not doing well in school when I am trying my hardest is the most discouraging thing in the entire world that I have yet to feel.

what a day from hell.

what the shit.

no more emotions.
nope.

I always forget how soothing numbing myself really is ( Read more... )

Everything I want/need/desire/strive for...I will get myself.
In the end, when it all comes down to that bitter, last step in the road...I'm all I will have anyway.

Our society as a whole is suffering mass delirium.

I am unbelievably depressed about this. No words.

I like my friends. and making new friends.
I like both of these things very much.

I am very content with how everything is going.

what the fucking shit is wrong with people?
I don't even want to write about it. It's not worth it.
just...what the fucking shit.