fic: silence (like a cancer grows)

[lies_unfurl]

title: silence (like a cancer grows)
rating/warnings: R/drinking, mentions of (if not suicidal thoughts) not wanting to live forever, brief mention of Sam not eating properly
pairings: none
summary: post 9.13. Sam and Dean don't talk about what was said before, and things go entirely south.

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Comments

[reggie11]

Oh, that was so very sad. But it's also fitting with what has happened. Poor Sam is just so tired, I can't blame him at all for wanting it to all end. And Dean will never let him go because he just can't. *sniff*

[lies_unfurl]

Thank you very much for reading. The poor boys, they're definitely in a tough spot right now!

[quickreaver]

So sad. But sometimes I like sad ... ;)

[lies_unfurl]

Ha, me too. Thanks for commenting!

[caranfindel]

Ouch, my heart. Well done.

[lies_unfurl]

Thank you very much for commenting!

[ayane42]

wow!! first the title gripped me!

Sam realizes that there are no pictures of Kevin.

"It was better when it was Lucifer," he says drunkenly to Dean, ignoring his brother's devastated look. "At least I chose him."

here is my heart in pieces on the floor.

wonderful wonderful characterization of Sam, how he feels, how he sees his life.

just loved this!

[lies_unfurl]

Wow, thank you so much for saying such kind things!