Ever since that summer where everything seemed to be going wrong, I'm grateful for quiet boring summers. It's been 3 years. Been to Lubbock a couple of times since. Still not the same ( Read more... )

We're back in D-ville. Officially as of Monday. And then I commute to work for a week until the folks head out and then we go to for a couple of days to help them settle in and then come back.
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I can't find my real journal. And I need to vent and complain.
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The gist is:
I'm tired of being in classes. I'm not happy w/school like I use to be.
I hate not ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very overwhelmed ( Read more... )

........and in a short moment, it all comes crashing. The world is suffocating, and I want to scream and run...... until..... I don't know what

...I know I had it once.
...I know I lost it. Took it for granted and threw it back in his face.
...Now the question is, do I get a second chance?

-T*

I'm not very happy with myself at the moment.  I have an audition in 3 days and I have yet to create a dance to present at it.  Doesn't have to be long. 1 minute.  Luzie came to the dance room today to help me try and make something.  We got 30 sec of one really upbeat rock-ish song and I just fizzled out.  I have no inspiration, no energy left.  ( Read more... )

And I should be asleep....

But quick post, because I've been meaning to do this for a while.

-Birthday in 2 days.   I'm avoiding it.   I don't want to be a numerical year older and still not be as close as I would like to my goals.

-Speaking of goals, I have a feeling they are shifting....

-I hate the dance dept. at school.   I have officially been ( Read more... )

AGH! …I’m watching a Masterpiece Theatre Rendition of Jane Eyre and I’m slightly irritated at how Jane seems to have no real opinion or force on anything. Lots of ‘yes sir’ ‘no sir’ stuff.  Then again I haven't finished it yet so I don't know what else happens...

At the same time, I’m getting tired of acting and pretending that I don’t mind things. ( Read more... )

The beginning paragraph of the blog titled "S'wonderful" came from my frustration with modern dance.  Nothing directed towards any persons, just general frustration.

Thanks much

-T*

Title, a tribute to Annai and her crazy jewelery.  Lol.

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DanceMakers is officially over… woot! I enjoyed doing Tech, but I’m glad it’s over. It was different from the theatre shows, and from what I saw goin on at ViVA, but the Viva perceptions aren’t too reliable bc I was on the other side of the team on that one…. One can only hope though… (jen, ( Read more... )