My headline sums it up...I am so sick of the same old shit, i do day after day. Thats why it was time for a change ( Read more... )

Seeing Traci today was awesome...i needed her! It was great

I will update later, just thought I would write about how happy it made me to see her today

PS
I am getting nurvous..show goes up in less than 3 hours!

Havent updated in a while...havent thought about it ( Read more... )

Quick Update...Dont have much time to write...Actually these days thats how I feel about everything, I feel like I am being spread real thin ( Read more... )

i dont know how to erase entrys...but i wanted to cause i realized how i deff. made a lot of spelling errors...so note i do know how to spell weird and other things i am sure i messed up on too!...haha

Well Spring Break has come and is now almost over...I cant say much about it, except that I was blessed enough to go to 3 concerts over the break. I got to see Black Rebel Motorcycle Club (now up there as one of my favorite bands) Queen and The Strokes...All of them were hell of good Queen wasnt what I expected, but then again they lost the god ( Read more... )

i have been thinking a lot about the oddest things...none of what i am thinking comes together, none of it can be put into simple words...just pure contemplation of what i had, what i want, what i miss... and then there is all the stuff i am always thinking...which is simply i am really starting to hate the "american way" of life...but maybe i am ( Read more... )

Things are looking better...much stress I had is being taken away by the dropping of a class...

I had the BEST phone date ever tonight...Traci...thanks for being my valentine...who needs men when we have eachother right?...hehe

Well thats it Bed Time another 9-7 day tommorrow...but i dont complain...just do!

gray skies are gonna clear up put on a happy face...not as easy as it sounds...

i feel empty and abandoned...i feel incomplete

things will get better...i hope...

sometimes you gotta hit rock bottom...then you take a look at yourself and say "what the hell am i doing"...its then you really see yourself for what you are and thats when you can decide what needs to change...and although it may not be what you want to see, well its reality ( Read more... )