+ drywall nightmare 21 +

[life_in_stereo_]

Hey, uh, things got a little crazy.

My bad.


[Byakuya]

I said a lot of things I shouldn't have. But I think you did too.


[Rukia]

Hope I didn't get your brother pissed at you.


[Renji]

Sorry, man.


[Nanao]

I think you could use some good times, yanno.


[Orihime}

I'll try to keep you from worryin'. Or usin' those markers.


[Private]

Why does everythin' I do get fucked up somehow? I think I pissed off just about everyone last night, even though I really think I was bein' honest on most accounts. Who the fuck does Byakuya think he is, anyway? I definitely said some shit to him I shouldn't have, but I mean...I can't imagine I'd be that bad on Karin or Yuzu's potential boyfriends.

I said too much.

This has been a fucked up weekend and I'm kinda left here thinkin' that I'm goin' about life all the wrong way. I fuckin' wish I could talk to Mom--Dad's no good at this. Then again, wouldn't be doin' what I'm doin' if Mom were here. What would I be doin'? I can't even figure it out. I don't know. I wonder if I'd even be the same person? Am I not bein' who I'm really supposed to be bein'?

Which me does Rukia like?

I don't know where to start anymore. I don't think I've got it in me to redo. Do I want to?