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Apr 01, 2006 03:17

"Despite that he saw blatant similarity
he struggled to find a distinctive moiety."

Fuck yeah.


[Private]

I dunno, but I really don't fuckin' like it when people talk about my sisters--even if it is Tatsuki. They ain't even legal yet, and that just seems really off limits. Even moreso 'cause it was in reference to me. I know my Dad's strange and all that nonsense, but he ain't into my sisters. He's just weird, and since Ma died, that's the only way he knows how to even approximate bein' a lovin' father. S'kinda like why we use the dropkick and backhand as greetin', I guess. Coping mechanism?

Whatever. Tatsuki and Orihime are like my sisters, in a lotta ways, but they're also different--very much so. Fact is, I kinda think Karin's turnin' out a whole lot like me, and it sorta freaks me out. She shouldn'ta been old enough to even really remember everythin' and she's got a lot of the same--I dunno, bitterness? building up in the same way. She's angry about somethin', that's for damn sure, and I ain't figured it out yet. Kinda wanna tell her maybe shit'll get better, but I also don't wanna be a liar. Whole lotta good I'm doin' away from them out here; all they got is that lame old man and each other. For twins...I don't really know how they relate at all.

I should call.

Dunno why everyone's so goddamn belligerent with me lately. Thought that was my job. A lot of pushin' and pullin' goin' on, and I don't really understand what I'm missin'. Fuck studyin' tonight. I'm just gonna lay back and play guitar. Plug in the studio 'phones.

Maybe she'll come down later.
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