+ drywall nightmare 34 +
I really need to focus. And sleep.
Bus leaves at 8.
[Private]
SDofkja0(SD*F)SE4rjln:JSDFLK?!!?!?:!?!
I don't even know what to think. Ohhh fuck. I am an IDIOT. FOR REAL. I wish she would come down here so I could wrap myself up in somethin' that ain't just smoke and mirrors. Words. What is goin' on? I am hurting everyone. I...I wish she would have said something to me. Both of them. Does Rukia...not want me around?
Not sleepin' is nothin' new.
I wish I had a better reason for it.
This is all my fault. If I hadn't...if I had just left well enough alone...
Fuck it. S'too late now. What the hell do words mean? The word "tree" ain't really a "tree." The word stands for somethin' else. What the "tree" really is. I guess it's all metaphor.
I think I understand it now.
Bus leaves at 8.
[Private]
SDofkja0(SD*F)SE4rjln:JSDFLK?!!?!?:!?!
I don't even know what to think. Ohhh fuck. I am an IDIOT. FOR REAL. I wish she would come down here so I could wrap myself up in somethin' that ain't just smoke and mirrors. Words. What is goin' on? I am hurting everyone. I...I wish she would have said something to me. Both of them. Does Rukia...not want me around?
Not sleepin' is nothin' new.
I wish I had a better reason for it.
This is all my fault. If I hadn't...if I had just left well enough alone...
Fuck it. S'too late now. What the hell do words mean? The word "tree" ain't really a "tree." The word stands for somethin' else. What the "tree" really is. I guess it's all metaphor.
I think I understand it now.