For the past week I have had this weird anxious, depressed feeling. Today it was lifted out of me by an unknown source. Today was possibly the weirdest day of my life ( Read more... )

I wonder what it feels like to have an anxiety attack. I think I could be having one.. although nothing is bothering me. I feel really funny tonight, like some crazy shit is about to go down. Im going to be the one that it puts into the earth!

I cried myself to sleep last night with her by my side. I want to know what it feels like to be loved, with a heart, and not something based on this world. I know what it is to love someone with everything, but I have never truly felt the heart of another, and that sickens me. It seems that I have gotten on the wrong track again, stuck in that ( Read more... )