All Because of You, I Believe in Angels (Final)
Title: All Because of You, I Believe in Angels (Final)
Characters/Pairings: Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Rating: R/Light NC-17
Genre: angst, romance, fantasy
Summary: Kyuhyun meets someone strange. Although, it turns out this stranger may have been around all of Kyuhyun's life.
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I’ve fallen for you, there’s nothing left to say.
You’re my center when my heart starts to slip away.
~Fit for Rivals, “Can’t Live Without You”
When Sungmin opened his eyes, he was back in his apartment, standing on the threshold of the bedroom door. He cocked his head to the side, trying to remember feeling pain from his wings being removed.
He couldn’t.
“S-Sungmin?”
Sungmin swung his head around and found Kyuhyun lying on the floor in the middle of the bedroom.
“Kyuhyun! Are you okay? How’d you get over here?” Sungmin asked as he rushed to Kyuhyun’s side, trying to help the other into a sitting position.
“Y-You’re here. You’re back!” Kyuhyun shouted, confirmation coming in the firmness of Sungmin’s hold on him. Once he was sitting up, with the energy he had, he threw himself at the angel, wrapping his arms around the elder’s neck tightly.
“Am I dead?” Kyuhyun asked into Sungmin’s shoulder.
Sungmin closed his eyes and sunk his face between Kyuhyun’s shoulder and jaw. With a chuckle Sungmin responded with a, “no.”
“But I…You left, and then he…he said-“
“What? Who? Who was here?” Sungmin pulled away slightly in order to look Kyuhyun in the eye.
Kyuhyun looked to Sungmin, feeling tears once again pricking at his eyes. “He said you left because you couldn’t stand to be around me anymore. I’m sorry I’m pathetic…Please don’t leave me again! I’ll be better!” Kyuhyun had never pleaded like this to his mother when she called him pathetic. For some reason, it hurt more when Sungmin thought less of him.
“Kyuhyun!” Sungmin nearly screamed as he pulled Kyuhyun into a tight hug, cradling his head under his own chin. “I never meant to leave! I couldn’t control it. You are not pathetic, Kyuhyun. You’ve never been pathetic; you’re one of the strongest people I’ve ever seen.”
Kyuhyun whimpered at the angel’s words, clutching tighter onto his shirt.
“Who told you that, Kyuhyun?” Sungmin asked, rocking Kyuhyun in order to sooth him into calming down.
“A-An angel. S-Siwon.” Kyuhyun responded.
“Siwon?” Sungmin repeated with scrunched eyebrows. “But he-…He’s God right hand. Why would he say something like that? Why would he even come h-“ Sungmin’s eyes widened as realization hit.
“Kyuhyun!” Sungmi n screamed, pushing the younger to be in front of him. “It was a test! It was a test, and we passed!”
“A test?” Kyuhyun repeated through sniffles.
“Were you given a choice when Siwon was here?”
Kyuhyun nodded, rubbing at his nose.
“What was it?” Sungmin asked, reaching out and helping Kyuhyun to now rub at the tears on his cheeks.
“If I wanted to see you again, I had to die and hope I went to heaven.” Kyuhyun mumbled.
Sungmin’s eyes widened and he gasped. “That was your test? And you agreed to it?”
Kyuhyun nodded again, now reaching out to fiddle with the cloth of Sungmin’s pants.
“Oh, Kyuhyun.” Sungmin sighed, covering Kyuhyun’s hands with his own.
“W-What was your test?” Kyuhyun asked, eying Sungmin.
“If I wanted to see you again, I had to give up my wings.”
Kyuhyun gasped, as well, at the acknowledgement of the harsh test.
“Y-You said yes?” Kyuhyun asked with awe.
“Kyuhyun I would do anything for you…to be with you.” Sungmin said firmly.
“Because you love me?” Kyuhyun whispered.
“Because I love you.” Sungmin responded, grazing his thumb against Kyuhyun’s hand.
~
Kyuhyun let out a soft sigh, settling deeper into the mattress, as Sungmin stretched his wings to their full length, covering the younger completely with the soft feathers. Once he was sure his wings were still with him, Sungmin had refused to make them invisible, more comfortable with seeing them at the moment. Kyuhyun pulled his arms up from under the porcelain wing, using one hand to hold the edge of the wing, while using the other to flatten over the individual feathers. He heard Sungmin make a soft noise as he brushed his hand over the feathers, but ignored it as Sungmin hadn’t even opened his eyes.
As Kyuhyun continued to run his fingertips over the individual feathers, he remembered the first time he had ever felt them; he remembered how Sungmin had reacted-Kyuhyun then got daring.
Kyuhyun ran his fingers through the feathers now, rubbing against the grain to make sure Sungmin felt it. He peeked to his right and smiled at the face the angel held.
“Are you okay, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun whispered, grin never leaving his lips.
Sungmin simply nodded, his eyebrows scrunched and beads of sweat lining his hairline. Kyuhyun’s grin widened as he turned his attention back to the wing.
“What does it feel like when I touch your wing, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun asked, picking one feather, and toying with it.
Sungmin made a noise in the back of his throat that was muffled even more by the fact that he was now trying to hide his face into the pillow he was laying on.
“What was that, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun asked, running his fingers up and down a different feather.
Sungmin turned his face deeper into the pillow. “Stop…” He whined.
“Stop what?” Kyuhyun asked as he moved to yet another feather. “Does it hurt?”
“No.” Sungmin whined, again. This time, he turned his head back to the side, allowing himself to breath. He finally opened his eyes, watching Kyuhyun toy with his wing.
“Do you really want me to stop?” Kyuhyun asked, running a firm hand down the prominent bone forming the top of the wing.
Sungmin hissed, squeezing his eyes closed before he mumbled a “n-no.”
Kyuhyun smiled as he turned his head to lock eyes with the angel; his smile faded when he saw the look in the other’s eyes.
“Can I kiss you?” Kyuhyun asked before he thought too much about it.
Sungmin stared for a moment, thinking about the consequences, but finding none strong enough to stop himself from nodding his head. Sungmin remained still as Kyuhyun brought his face close enough for their noses to be touching. There was a moment when neither of them moved, simply sharing space, breath and touch.
Suddenly, Kyuhyun closed the distance between their lips and initiated their first kiss. Sungmin hummed as the sudden contact sparked something to shoot through his body all the way to the tips of his toes. The angel twitched with the chill that ran down his spine, and Kyuhyun pulled away slightly.
“Are you okay?” Kyuhyun whispered, kissing along the side of Sungmin’s lips, pressing his nose into the angel’s cheek.
Sungmin fidgeted and whined as the strange and new sensations continued. Kyuhyun smiled against Sungmin’s cheek as he draped his hand over his back and pulled the angel closer. He pressed his face into Sungmin’s neck, letting his fingertips ever so lightly graze against the angel’s wings. Kyuhyun felt the angel twitch, again, as he squished his face closer to Kyuhyun’s, as if he were trying to squeeze the younger’s face away from his neck.
“Is something wrong?” Kyuhyun asked as he pulled away completely this time. He looked deep into Sungmin’s eyes, trying to pick up on anything that would give Sungmin’s thoughts away.
“Is it…Is it supposed to feel like this?” Sungmin asked, wrapping tight fists around Kyuhyun’s shirt.
Kyuhyun leaned in to press a chaste kiss to Sungmin’s lips. “What does it feel like?”
Sungmin shrugged, rhythmically clenching and unclenching his fists.
“Do you like it?” Kyuhyun asked as he leaned in and brushed his nose down the side of Sungmin’s face, pausing to press a kiss just above his lips.
Sungmin paused running his thumb up and down the cloth of Kyuhyun’s shirt.
“Sungmin?” Kyuhyun pressed a light kiss to the angel’s nose. “Do you like it?”
“…Yes…” Sungmin mumbled out, so soft, but suddenly confident.
Kyuhyun smiled, pulling back to get a full look at Sungmin’s already disheveled state. The beads of sweat still present, the edge of his hairline moist from the inner turmoil he had been facing while trying to understand the sensations he had never felt before. Sungmin’s hair was out of place from when he had tried to hide his face in his pillow. His lips were red and puffy, courtesy of Kyuhyun. His cheeks were slowly turning a shade of red just lighter than his lips, a result of his embarrassment of enjoying the new sensations.
Kyuhyun smiled wider as he got an idea. Ever so gently, he eased himself from under Sungmin’s large wing.
“What are you doing?” Sungmin asked quickly, almost desperately.
“Just stay still. You’ll like this.” Kyuhyun said as he crawled to Sungmin’s back. The angel tried to watch him, but eventually it hurt to turn his neck.
“What are you doing?” Sungmin repeated as he felt Kyuhyun straddle his waist and sit on his bum.
“Just relax.” Kyuhyun said as he took in the sight of Sungmin lying face down, arms flat beside his head and his large pure white wings spread out across the bed, hanging over the edge. He pressed his hands firmly against the angel’s lower back and slowly pushed them up his back. Kyuhyun could feel Sungmin tense under him as his hands got closer and closer to the two long scars where his wings attached to his back; however, Kyuhyun completely removed his hands a mere inch away from where Sungmin was anticipating.
“What are you doing?” Sungmin repeated for a third time; however, there was a very different emotion evident now. No longer was he nervous or uncertain-Kyuhyun smiled as he recognized desire in Sungmin’s voice.
“Can I take off your shirt?” Kyuhyun asked, looping his fingers under the hem of the angel’s shirt.
Without questioning why, or even making another sound, Sungmin made his wings disappear and raised his torso up on his elbows to help Kyuhyun remove the shirt. Kyuhyun tossed the shirt to the side and pressed against Sungmin’s shoulders to make him lie down again. The younger leaned down, pressing his own chest lightly over the angel’s back. Holding himself up on his hands, he placed a kiss to Sungmin’s cheek and trailed lower until he could press his face into Sungmin’s neck, and trailed kissed to the very back of his neck. Kyuhyun chuckled as he felt a shiver run through the angel when he breathed against the back of his neck.
“What are you doing, Kyuhyun?” Sungmin asked once again. This time, it was out of desperation.
Kyuhyun chuckled again as he moved his lips slowly down the angel’s back. “Just relax.”
Sungmin let out a shaky breath as he tried to follow his prospect’s order, but nothing was going to help him relax when Kyuhyun was leaving wet, open mouthed kisses just inches away from the sensitive juncture where his wings connected to his back.
Kyuhyun switched to hold himself up on his elbows in order to hover over the angel’s back. He looked at the two long, almost identical scars and grinned as he thought about the many ways Sungmin could possibly react to what he was about to do. Leaning down, Kyuhyun breathed against one of the scars. He smiled as Sungmin clenched his eyes shut and moaned softly.
Kyuhyun got daring against and swiftly pressed his face against the scar, kissing up the length of the marred skin.
“Oh!” Sungmin let out a loud moan, arching uncontrollably at the new sensation. He groaned as he felt Kyuhyun continue to press his face against and hesitantly licked the scar. “Kyuhyun…”
Kyuhyun smiled at the breathy moan in which his name was spoken. “Do you like it?”
“Kyuhyun…” Sungmin breathed again, gripping the sheets as if he was hanging on for his life.
“Make your wings come back.” Kyuhyun said, pressing against the mattress to sit up right.
Sungmin just hummed as the wings reappeared and stretched out to splay across the bed. Kyuhyun leaned back down, pressing his face against the soft down feathers. He began to rub his fingers firmly up and down along the scars on the angel’s back, appreciating the moans he was receiving from his actions.
“Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun…” Sungmin chanted as he began to rub back rhythmically against Kyuhyun, and subsequently, the mattress. He let out a loud moan as yet another new sensation surged through his body, this one caused by himself and originating somewhere new. “Oh…”
Kyuhyun pulled back as Sungmin froze. “What’s wrong?”
Sungmin paused for a moment, before he tucked his wings in and rolled over to lie on his back.
“My…W-what’s happening?” Sungmin asked, face full of confusion.
“Are you alright, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun asked, moving to kneel beside the angel.
“I-I don’t know what…Is this what is supposed to happen?” Sungmin asked, lightly poking his own thigh to get Kyuhyun’s attention.
Kyuhyun smirked as he realized what Sungmin was trying to show him. He moved to kneel over Sungmin and straddle his thighs.
“If you like it, then that is supposed to happen.” Kyuhyun said with a smile as he leaned down to kiss Sungmin.
Sungmin moaned into the kiss as he felt Kyuhyun’s thigh press into his crotch. In heaven, he had never, ever been with someone in this way. He had heard of sex, which he assumed this was, but he never expected his body to react like this.
Kyuhyun, too, moaned when he felt his own erection rub against Sungmin’s thigh.
The kiss turned sloppier as their breathing grew faster. Kyuhyun pressed into the mattress beside Sungmin’s head, using the leverage to press himself harder against Sungmin.
Their breathing grew faster as their movements grew firmer. Sungmin broke the kiss as he threw his head back, his face contorted from the overload of sensations. He moaned louder as Kyuhyun licked up his stretched neck and kissed behind his ear.
Their movements grew firmer as they began to grasp at each other. Sungmin pulled against the back of Kyuhyun’s shirt, even using his wings to wrap around the younger in order to pull him closer against himself. Kyuhyun groaned, feeling something familiar pool in the pit of his stomach, as he tucked his face into the crook of the angel’s neck.
“Kyuhyun…” Sungmin whined, pulling even harder at the younger’s shirt as Kyuhyun moved his hips harder, firmer and quicker.
“Oh, god, Sungmin.” Kyuhyun groaned, shaking as he could feel his climax coming on faster and faster.
All at once, at the same time, the pair let out matching moans and pulled each other closer than thought possible.
“W-What…?” Sungmin panted out once his muscles had relaxed enough for him to think.
“I love you.” Kyuhyun blurted out, still laying on top of Sungmin and resting his head on the angel’s shoulder.
There was silence.
Kyuhyun opened his eyes and stared straight ahead, at nothing in particular. He was suddenly paranoid that he had done something wrong. He was scared that now, after what had just happened between them, Sungmin, his guardian angel, didn’t love him anymore. Suddenly, Kyuhyun’s eyes widened and he tensed. Sungmin was an angel, a being of God-and they all but had sex just now.
“O-Oh, I-“ Kyuhyun stuttered, not sure what to do now that his thoughts of failure and inadequacy were plaguing his mind again.
“I love you so much, Kyuhyun.” Sungmin ignored Kyuhyun’s stuttering, as he wrapped his arms and wings tighter around the younger.
Kyuhyun let out a sigh and relaxed into Sungmin’s hold.
“I love you so much.” Sungmin repeated, pressing his nose into Kyuhyun’s hair. He smiled when he could feel Kyuhyun smile against his shoulder.
They stayed like that for nearly half an hour, unmoving, not speaking, just content. After half an hour, the two moved to change their sticky clothes and to lie under the blankets.
“I can’t believe this all happened in one day.” Kyuhyun suddenly said, staring deep into Sungmin’s eyes.
“But it didn’t really. I’ve been with you for weeks, and I’ve loved you for years.” Sungmin answered, placing a hand on Kyuhyun’s cheek.
Kyuhyun hummed, closing his eyes in order to better appreciate the angel’s touch.
"Are you happy?" Sungmin asked as he tucked a piece of hair behind Kyuhyun's eye.
With his eyes closed, Kyuhyun nodded. "Honestly, I’ve never been happier.”
Sungmin sighed, contented, as he shifted himself closer to Kyuhyun. He continued to rub his thumb soothingly against the younger's temple for just a moment, before he felt sleep claim him.
~
“What did the coroner say was the cause of death?” The police officer asked, standing outside of a dingy apartment building on the outskirts of Seoul with his partner. He took a thoughtful look at a sheet covered body being wheeled out of the building.
“Arrhythmia.” The officer’s partner answered, looking in the tiny notepad he always carried around. “Irregular heartbeats, Donghae.” He clarified when he saw the confused look on his partner’s face.
“For both of them, Heechul? But they must have only been in their twenties, don’t you think? How could they both die, in the same night, from irregular heartbeats?”
Heechul shrugged. “The coroner said it wasn’t impossible, just improbable. Maybe it was a good thing they went together and in their sleep…” Heechul added as he looked at the second sheet covered body being wheeled to the ambulance.
“What makes you say that?” Donghae asked.
“You saw them.” Heechul answered, turning back to look into the apartment building. “We found them holding each other. They seemed peaceful...happy.”
Donghae looked to his partner with thoughtful eyes. “You are never this sentimental. You’re the one who yelled at me for trying to find out a victim’s name. What’s wrong?”
Heechul shrugged again. “Isn’t that how you would want to go? Content and in the arms of the one you love?”
Donghae stepped closer to his partner. “I suppose. But why these sudden thoughts?”
Heechul shrugged, yet again. “I don’t know. I just started thinking about it once we found them. Do you…do you ever think about what happens after we die?”
Donghae looked at his partner skeptically. “I have. But what I believe isn’t what you believe. You’re atheist, aren’t you?”
Heechul nodded, looking to a large, white feather that was found under one of the pillows were the deceased were found. “I don’t believe there is a god, but…”
“But what?” Donghae asked.
“But it’s nice to think that there is something else for us afterward.”
“What do you think happens?” Donghae prodded, suddenly interested in his partner’s seemingly inner turmoil.
“I…I don’t know…Maybe they are together still.”
“You’re talking about the two deceased?” Donghae questioned.
Heechul nodded. “Maybe they are still together and happy. Maybe that’s what happens-we stay forever with our one true love.”
Donghae paused for a moment, considering his partner’s words. “That’s nice to think.”
“Yeah. I think I’d like to believe that.” Heechul said with a nod, finally turning away from the apartment building, toying with the pure white feather in his hands.
the end.
a/n so, I’m not really happy with the smut.. I’m sorry if it sucks.. it’s not really explicit, but I warned of that..
I don’t think I’ll ever write smut again, it was much too hard.. :(
But either way, the fic has ended! I hope everyone enjoyed it! And as is my usual tradition when finishing a chaptered fic, I want to thank everyone who comments, and even all my silent readers. To my commenters: I truly appreciate you, probably more than you all know! A lot of times, I get ideas from your comments, and I DEFINITELY get more drive for wanting to write every time I see your comments!
I love you all, my lovelies! Please look out for more fics from me <3
Characters/Pairings: Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Rating: R/Light NC-17
Genre: angst, romance, fantasy
Summary: Kyuhyun meets someone strange. Although, it turns out this stranger may have been around all of Kyuhyun's life.
cr. SeoKyulate2803 at Saphir |Graphic Shop|
I’ve fallen for you, there’s nothing left to say.
You’re my center when my heart starts to slip away.
~Fit for Rivals, “Can’t Live Without You”
When Sungmin opened his eyes, he was back in his apartment, standing on the threshold of the bedroom door. He cocked his head to the side, trying to remember feeling pain from his wings being removed.
He couldn’t.
“S-Sungmin?”
Sungmin swung his head around and found Kyuhyun lying on the floor in the middle of the bedroom.
“Kyuhyun! Are you okay? How’d you get over here?” Sungmin asked as he rushed to Kyuhyun’s side, trying to help the other into a sitting position.
“Y-You’re here. You’re back!” Kyuhyun shouted, confirmation coming in the firmness of Sungmin’s hold on him. Once he was sitting up, with the energy he had, he threw himself at the angel, wrapping his arms around the elder’s neck tightly.
“Am I dead?” Kyuhyun asked into Sungmin’s shoulder.
Sungmin closed his eyes and sunk his face between Kyuhyun’s shoulder and jaw. With a chuckle Sungmin responded with a, “no.”
“But I…You left, and then he…he said-“
“What? Who? Who was here?” Sungmin pulled away slightly in order to look Kyuhyun in the eye.
Kyuhyun looked to Sungmin, feeling tears once again pricking at his eyes. “He said you left because you couldn’t stand to be around me anymore. I’m sorry I’m pathetic…Please don’t leave me again! I’ll be better!” Kyuhyun had never pleaded like this to his mother when she called him pathetic. For some reason, it hurt more when Sungmin thought less of him.
“Kyuhyun!” Sungmin nearly screamed as he pulled Kyuhyun into a tight hug, cradling his head under his own chin. “I never meant to leave! I couldn’t control it. You are not pathetic, Kyuhyun. You’ve never been pathetic; you’re one of the strongest people I’ve ever seen.”
Kyuhyun whimpered at the angel’s words, clutching tighter onto his shirt.
“Who told you that, Kyuhyun?” Sungmin asked, rocking Kyuhyun in order to sooth him into calming down.
“A-An angel. S-Siwon.” Kyuhyun responded.
“Siwon?” Sungmin repeated with scrunched eyebrows. “But he-…He’s God right hand. Why would he say something like that? Why would he even come h-“ Sungmin’s eyes widened as realization hit.
“Kyuhyun!” Sungmi n screamed, pushing the younger to be in front of him. “It was a test! It was a test, and we passed!”
“A test?” Kyuhyun repeated through sniffles.
“Were you given a choice when Siwon was here?”
Kyuhyun nodded, rubbing at his nose.
“What was it?” Sungmin asked, reaching out and helping Kyuhyun to now rub at the tears on his cheeks.
“If I wanted to see you again, I had to die and hope I went to heaven.” Kyuhyun mumbled.
Sungmin’s eyes widened and he gasped. “That was your test? And you agreed to it?”
Kyuhyun nodded again, now reaching out to fiddle with the cloth of Sungmin’s pants.
“Oh, Kyuhyun.” Sungmin sighed, covering Kyuhyun’s hands with his own.
“W-What was your test?” Kyuhyun asked, eying Sungmin.
“If I wanted to see you again, I had to give up my wings.”
Kyuhyun gasped, as well, at the acknowledgement of the harsh test.
“Y-You said yes?” Kyuhyun asked with awe.
“Kyuhyun I would do anything for you…to be with you.” Sungmin said firmly.
“Because you love me?” Kyuhyun whispered.
“Because I love you.” Sungmin responded, grazing his thumb against Kyuhyun’s hand.
~
Kyuhyun let out a soft sigh, settling deeper into the mattress, as Sungmin stretched his wings to their full length, covering the younger completely with the soft feathers. Once he was sure his wings were still with him, Sungmin had refused to make them invisible, more comfortable with seeing them at the moment. Kyuhyun pulled his arms up from under the porcelain wing, using one hand to hold the edge of the wing, while using the other to flatten over the individual feathers. He heard Sungmin make a soft noise as he brushed his hand over the feathers, but ignored it as Sungmin hadn’t even opened his eyes.
As Kyuhyun continued to run his fingertips over the individual feathers, he remembered the first time he had ever felt them; he remembered how Sungmin had reacted-Kyuhyun then got daring.
Kyuhyun ran his fingers through the feathers now, rubbing against the grain to make sure Sungmin felt it. He peeked to his right and smiled at the face the angel held.
“Are you okay, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun whispered, grin never leaving his lips.
Sungmin simply nodded, his eyebrows scrunched and beads of sweat lining his hairline. Kyuhyun’s grin widened as he turned his attention back to the wing.
“What does it feel like when I touch your wing, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun asked, picking one feather, and toying with it.
Sungmin made a noise in the back of his throat that was muffled even more by the fact that he was now trying to hide his face into the pillow he was laying on.
“What was that, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun asked, running his fingers up and down a different feather.
Sungmin turned his face deeper into the pillow. “Stop…” He whined.
“Stop what?” Kyuhyun asked as he moved to yet another feather. “Does it hurt?”
“No.” Sungmin whined, again. This time, he turned his head back to the side, allowing himself to breath. He finally opened his eyes, watching Kyuhyun toy with his wing.
“Do you really want me to stop?” Kyuhyun asked, running a firm hand down the prominent bone forming the top of the wing.
Sungmin hissed, squeezing his eyes closed before he mumbled a “n-no.”
Kyuhyun smiled as he turned his head to lock eyes with the angel; his smile faded when he saw the look in the other’s eyes.
“Can I kiss you?” Kyuhyun asked before he thought too much about it.
Sungmin stared for a moment, thinking about the consequences, but finding none strong enough to stop himself from nodding his head. Sungmin remained still as Kyuhyun brought his face close enough for their noses to be touching. There was a moment when neither of them moved, simply sharing space, breath and touch.
Suddenly, Kyuhyun closed the distance between their lips and initiated their first kiss. Sungmin hummed as the sudden contact sparked something to shoot through his body all the way to the tips of his toes. The angel twitched with the chill that ran down his spine, and Kyuhyun pulled away slightly.
“Are you okay?” Kyuhyun whispered, kissing along the side of Sungmin’s lips, pressing his nose into the angel’s cheek.
Sungmin fidgeted and whined as the strange and new sensations continued. Kyuhyun smiled against Sungmin’s cheek as he draped his hand over his back and pulled the angel closer. He pressed his face into Sungmin’s neck, letting his fingertips ever so lightly graze against the angel’s wings. Kyuhyun felt the angel twitch, again, as he squished his face closer to Kyuhyun’s, as if he were trying to squeeze the younger’s face away from his neck.
“Is something wrong?” Kyuhyun asked as he pulled away completely this time. He looked deep into Sungmin’s eyes, trying to pick up on anything that would give Sungmin’s thoughts away.
“Is it…Is it supposed to feel like this?” Sungmin asked, wrapping tight fists around Kyuhyun’s shirt.
Kyuhyun leaned in to press a chaste kiss to Sungmin’s lips. “What does it feel like?”
Sungmin shrugged, rhythmically clenching and unclenching his fists.
“Do you like it?” Kyuhyun asked as he leaned in and brushed his nose down the side of Sungmin’s face, pausing to press a kiss just above his lips.
Sungmin paused running his thumb up and down the cloth of Kyuhyun’s shirt.
“Sungmin?” Kyuhyun pressed a light kiss to the angel’s nose. “Do you like it?”
“…Yes…” Sungmin mumbled out, so soft, but suddenly confident.
Kyuhyun smiled, pulling back to get a full look at Sungmin’s already disheveled state. The beads of sweat still present, the edge of his hairline moist from the inner turmoil he had been facing while trying to understand the sensations he had never felt before. Sungmin’s hair was out of place from when he had tried to hide his face in his pillow. His lips were red and puffy, courtesy of Kyuhyun. His cheeks were slowly turning a shade of red just lighter than his lips, a result of his embarrassment of enjoying the new sensations.
Kyuhyun smiled wider as he got an idea. Ever so gently, he eased himself from under Sungmin’s large wing.
“What are you doing?” Sungmin asked quickly, almost desperately.
“Just stay still. You’ll like this.” Kyuhyun said as he crawled to Sungmin’s back. The angel tried to watch him, but eventually it hurt to turn his neck.
“What are you doing?” Sungmin repeated as he felt Kyuhyun straddle his waist and sit on his bum.
“Just relax.” Kyuhyun said as he took in the sight of Sungmin lying face down, arms flat beside his head and his large pure white wings spread out across the bed, hanging over the edge. He pressed his hands firmly against the angel’s lower back and slowly pushed them up his back. Kyuhyun could feel Sungmin tense under him as his hands got closer and closer to the two long scars where his wings attached to his back; however, Kyuhyun completely removed his hands a mere inch away from where Sungmin was anticipating.
“What are you doing?” Sungmin repeated for a third time; however, there was a very different emotion evident now. No longer was he nervous or uncertain-Kyuhyun smiled as he recognized desire in Sungmin’s voice.
“Can I take off your shirt?” Kyuhyun asked, looping his fingers under the hem of the angel’s shirt.
Without questioning why, or even making another sound, Sungmin made his wings disappear and raised his torso up on his elbows to help Kyuhyun remove the shirt. Kyuhyun tossed the shirt to the side and pressed against Sungmin’s shoulders to make him lie down again. The younger leaned down, pressing his own chest lightly over the angel’s back. Holding himself up on his hands, he placed a kiss to Sungmin’s cheek and trailed lower until he could press his face into Sungmin’s neck, and trailed kissed to the very back of his neck. Kyuhyun chuckled as he felt a shiver run through the angel when he breathed against the back of his neck.
“What are you doing, Kyuhyun?” Sungmin asked once again. This time, it was out of desperation.
Kyuhyun chuckled again as he moved his lips slowly down the angel’s back. “Just relax.”
Sungmin let out a shaky breath as he tried to follow his prospect’s order, but nothing was going to help him relax when Kyuhyun was leaving wet, open mouthed kisses just inches away from the sensitive juncture where his wings connected to his back.
Kyuhyun switched to hold himself up on his elbows in order to hover over the angel’s back. He looked at the two long, almost identical scars and grinned as he thought about the many ways Sungmin could possibly react to what he was about to do. Leaning down, Kyuhyun breathed against one of the scars. He smiled as Sungmin clenched his eyes shut and moaned softly.
Kyuhyun got daring against and swiftly pressed his face against the scar, kissing up the length of the marred skin.
“Oh!” Sungmin let out a loud moan, arching uncontrollably at the new sensation. He groaned as he felt Kyuhyun continue to press his face against and hesitantly licked the scar. “Kyuhyun…”
Kyuhyun smiled at the breathy moan in which his name was spoken. “Do you like it?”
“Kyuhyun…” Sungmin breathed again, gripping the sheets as if he was hanging on for his life.
“Make your wings come back.” Kyuhyun said, pressing against the mattress to sit up right.
Sungmin just hummed as the wings reappeared and stretched out to splay across the bed. Kyuhyun leaned back down, pressing his face against the soft down feathers. He began to rub his fingers firmly up and down along the scars on the angel’s back, appreciating the moans he was receiving from his actions.
“Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun…” Sungmin chanted as he began to rub back rhythmically against Kyuhyun, and subsequently, the mattress. He let out a loud moan as yet another new sensation surged through his body, this one caused by himself and originating somewhere new. “Oh…”
Kyuhyun pulled back as Sungmin froze. “What’s wrong?”
Sungmin paused for a moment, before he tucked his wings in and rolled over to lie on his back.
“My…W-what’s happening?” Sungmin asked, face full of confusion.
“Are you alright, Sungmin?” Kyuhyun asked, moving to kneel beside the angel.
“I-I don’t know what…Is this what is supposed to happen?” Sungmin asked, lightly poking his own thigh to get Kyuhyun’s attention.
Kyuhyun smirked as he realized what Sungmin was trying to show him. He moved to kneel over Sungmin and straddle his thighs.
“If you like it, then that is supposed to happen.” Kyuhyun said with a smile as he leaned down to kiss Sungmin.
Sungmin moaned into the kiss as he felt Kyuhyun’s thigh press into his crotch. In heaven, he had never, ever been with someone in this way. He had heard of sex, which he assumed this was, but he never expected his body to react like this.
Kyuhyun, too, moaned when he felt his own erection rub against Sungmin’s thigh.
The kiss turned sloppier as their breathing grew faster. Kyuhyun pressed into the mattress beside Sungmin’s head, using the leverage to press himself harder against Sungmin.
Their breathing grew faster as their movements grew firmer. Sungmin broke the kiss as he threw his head back, his face contorted from the overload of sensations. He moaned louder as Kyuhyun licked up his stretched neck and kissed behind his ear.
Their movements grew firmer as they began to grasp at each other. Sungmin pulled against the back of Kyuhyun’s shirt, even using his wings to wrap around the younger in order to pull him closer against himself. Kyuhyun groaned, feeling something familiar pool in the pit of his stomach, as he tucked his face into the crook of the angel’s neck.
“Kyuhyun…” Sungmin whined, pulling even harder at the younger’s shirt as Kyuhyun moved his hips harder, firmer and quicker.
“Oh, god, Sungmin.” Kyuhyun groaned, shaking as he could feel his climax coming on faster and faster.
All at once, at the same time, the pair let out matching moans and pulled each other closer than thought possible.
“W-What…?” Sungmin panted out once his muscles had relaxed enough for him to think.
“I love you.” Kyuhyun blurted out, still laying on top of Sungmin and resting his head on the angel’s shoulder.
There was silence.
Kyuhyun opened his eyes and stared straight ahead, at nothing in particular. He was suddenly paranoid that he had done something wrong. He was scared that now, after what had just happened between them, Sungmin, his guardian angel, didn’t love him anymore. Suddenly, Kyuhyun’s eyes widened and he tensed. Sungmin was an angel, a being of God-and they all but had sex just now.
“O-Oh, I-“ Kyuhyun stuttered, not sure what to do now that his thoughts of failure and inadequacy were plaguing his mind again.
“I love you so much, Kyuhyun.” Sungmin ignored Kyuhyun’s stuttering, as he wrapped his arms and wings tighter around the younger.
Kyuhyun let out a sigh and relaxed into Sungmin’s hold.
“I love you so much.” Sungmin repeated, pressing his nose into Kyuhyun’s hair. He smiled when he could feel Kyuhyun smile against his shoulder.
They stayed like that for nearly half an hour, unmoving, not speaking, just content. After half an hour, the two moved to change their sticky clothes and to lie under the blankets.
“I can’t believe this all happened in one day.” Kyuhyun suddenly said, staring deep into Sungmin’s eyes.
“But it didn’t really. I’ve been with you for weeks, and I’ve loved you for years.” Sungmin answered, placing a hand on Kyuhyun’s cheek.
Kyuhyun hummed, closing his eyes in order to better appreciate the angel’s touch.
"Are you happy?" Sungmin asked as he tucked a piece of hair behind Kyuhyun's eye.
With his eyes closed, Kyuhyun nodded. "Honestly, I’ve never been happier.”
Sungmin sighed, contented, as he shifted himself closer to Kyuhyun. He continued to rub his thumb soothingly against the younger's temple for just a moment, before he felt sleep claim him.
~
“What did the coroner say was the cause of death?” The police officer asked, standing outside of a dingy apartment building on the outskirts of Seoul with his partner. He took a thoughtful look at a sheet covered body being wheeled out of the building.
“Arrhythmia.” The officer’s partner answered, looking in the tiny notepad he always carried around. “Irregular heartbeats, Donghae.” He clarified when he saw the confused look on his partner’s face.
“For both of them, Heechul? But they must have only been in their twenties, don’t you think? How could they both die, in the same night, from irregular heartbeats?”
Heechul shrugged. “The coroner said it wasn’t impossible, just improbable. Maybe it was a good thing they went together and in their sleep…” Heechul added as he looked at the second sheet covered body being wheeled to the ambulance.
“What makes you say that?” Donghae asked.
“You saw them.” Heechul answered, turning back to look into the apartment building. “We found them holding each other. They seemed peaceful...happy.”
Donghae looked to his partner with thoughtful eyes. “You are never this sentimental. You’re the one who yelled at me for trying to find out a victim’s name. What’s wrong?”
Heechul shrugged again. “Isn’t that how you would want to go? Content and in the arms of the one you love?”
Donghae stepped closer to his partner. “I suppose. But why these sudden thoughts?”
Heechul shrugged, yet again. “I don’t know. I just started thinking about it once we found them. Do you…do you ever think about what happens after we die?”
Donghae looked at his partner skeptically. “I have. But what I believe isn’t what you believe. You’re atheist, aren’t you?”
Heechul nodded, looking to a large, white feather that was found under one of the pillows were the deceased were found. “I don’t believe there is a god, but…”
“But what?” Donghae asked.
“But it’s nice to think that there is something else for us afterward.”
“What do you think happens?” Donghae prodded, suddenly interested in his partner’s seemingly inner turmoil.
“I…I don’t know…Maybe they are together still.”
“You’re talking about the two deceased?” Donghae questioned.
Heechul nodded. “Maybe they are still together and happy. Maybe that’s what happens-we stay forever with our one true love.”
Donghae paused for a moment, considering his partner’s words. “That’s nice to think.”
“Yeah. I think I’d like to believe that.” Heechul said with a nod, finally turning away from the apartment building, toying with the pure white feather in his hands.
the end.
a/n so, I’m not really happy with the smut.. I’m sorry if it sucks.. it’s not really explicit, but I warned of that..
I don’t think I’ll ever write smut again, it was much too hard.. :(
But either way, the fic has ended! I hope everyone enjoyed it! And as is my usual tradition when finishing a chaptered fic, I want to thank everyone who comments, and even all my silent readers. To my commenters: I truly appreciate you, probably more than you all know! A lot of times, I get ideas from your comments, and I DEFINITELY get more drive for wanting to write every time I see your comments!
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