Not in a very good mood. Apparently im invisible tosome people but my true frineds. Most of them forgot my birthday. It's not like "I want the attention" it's just that I wish my friends took recongnition that today was the day I was born for fucking sakes. W/e. Days over and I'm still here by myself alone. Used to it and always will be. Oh then to ( Read more... )

Last night my mom hosted this dinner party thing for my birthday which is tomorrow but her bf didn't come. And apparrently their engaged and he "feel asleep" again. I don't really care if he comes i just don't want him to hurt my mom. Yea that's about it. Nothing relaly happened. Oh yea chris was acting so horny today and it just finnally pushed me ( Read more... )

Today sucked. I got so much bullshit because I broke up with Will. First I heard that it was my fault that the asshole beat-up Matt. I had nothing to do with that but DJ and Brandon in my art class were blaming me because apperantly he feels depressed so then he decides to beat up someone else. He can go screw because it maybe was a good choice ( Read more... )

Last night I had promised my self that no matter what I was going to break up with Will. And I did. The way I did it was lousy but I don't care. WE're not going out anymore so I don't care. Actually today he was action like a jerk. He was being stupid and he was just being a jerk. There we're other things but I'd rather not mention. Like I told a ( Read more... )

I am in so much pain. Over vacation, my mom and her bf and my uncle and brother went up to maine to ski and snowmobile. we didn't really get to ski because my uncle wasn't really up to it the day after we snowmobiled. I didn't want to either. Mainly because when we went snowmobiling because my mom flew over the path and hit a huge tree. I ofcourse ( Read more... )

In a pissy mood. Last night I went to the movies with Will and I told him that I wanted to wait till we kiss. Apparently he got mad cause he won't talk to me. Plus last night he was a little distant after I told him that I didn't want to kiss him. W/e. If he's mad he can go screw or go out with someone else. Then today we had our last basketball ( Read more... )

Awwww..today was Valentine's Day. Will got me this big box of chocolates. Part of me wishes he was more romantic or sensitive but I still love him the same and he is a guy. Nothing really happened today. Me and Emily got yelled at by the bitch librarian. I'm sure everyone knows which one I'm talking about cause she thinks she's all tough and crap ( Read more... )

Will asked me to prom. So happy I could just die.

Day was okay. Nothing event full. O yea in art today Emily Baker was there and she had pink eye and so her eye was puffy and all while she was making her clay project.lol. Nothing after that. Then at the end of the day I went with Ally to this Mardi Gras thing in the cafe and we ate and laugh at Jake Wheller get yelled at my his spanish teacher for ( Read more... )

I want to break down and cry. Here's how today went. Actually it started last night when I went to youth group. First off WIll wasn't there and neither was everyone else. There was like 12 people. Then afterwards Courtney spent the night because her sister had to go into Boston for testing. K we had fun till we woke up this morning. Courtney and me ( Read more... )