I don't know what? I feel kinda scaredangryannoyedtiredstressedhappysadexcitedscared and so much more. It really sucks. College worries me. What happens if I don't go where I want? Hell, I need to figure out where 'where' is. I am so frustrated with everything. I want to go to a college where I can be happy with it all. But is that possible? Really ( Read more... )

First off I want to thank you all fro being my friends you rock and my family also ( Read more... )

This year has, in my case, been the most difficult, interesting, aggravating, happy, sad, amazing year of my life. I have met some amazing people. I mean truly amazing. You all helped me through some tough times in my life. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You were there and you were honest and you cared when I thought no one ever did. ( Read more... )

I was thinking about what I actually wanted for Christmas and I figured anything anyone got me would be fine because all I need is my friends which I have. Everyone of you makes me happy in different ways. So I thank you for this year that has gone by and I thank you for being there and for your kindness and friendship. That is the gift that keeps ( Read more... )

So today was yet another day where each of my classes was 30 min. It was terrible boring ( Read more... )

Today I went shopping with Christina and Leslie. Went to Roosevelt and met up with Jon, Ahmed and Steph. Hung out bought stuff and then we went to the WitchesBrew. I like alot ( Read more... )

Is stressful!!! hahaha I need to figure out what to buy people. My family is easy. Friends on the other hand are more complicated. AHHH! Don't know what to get certain people. I am also picky which doesn't help ( Read more... )

I saw RENT yesterday with Lisa, Rob and Matt. It was a good movie. I reall really liked it.

Happy Birthday again to Jet! and Happy B-day to Archit.

Yesterday was a weird day. So many emotions but I shall live.

I wanna see RENT on broadway! I hope I can.

I dunno anymore.I am weird I have really good days or really bad days. I am on a good streak so far at least with my emotions. School is another story. I cannot wait till my thesis is handed in and done with so I can get rid of this stress I have. I believe it is the only thing I cannot stand. Well, that and Math. Math sucks as well ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me?!?!?!?! I just feel so empty and I don't really know why. UGH.

Tonight was alot of fun. Chipotle has good food. Also I only fell once on the ice. Thats good.

As I said to someone tonight I cannot describe how I feel. Its so hard...too much of the time.