Ain't that the truth? I don't know anymore. All I want is to be content with it all but I don't know anymore. I am frustrated and tired and feel like crap but I know I can pull through. I hope at least. I can do it. I want to tell life to go fuck itself. But the problem is that it is so hard to. Life throws so much at you in one instance that you ( Read more... )

Well today was a very weird day. I felt crappy at the beginning and ok by the end. I don't feel well and its not the kind of feel well that you just caught a cold or some virus its the kind that is the emotional kind. I hate it. Well now I need to go and do my homework.

P.S. - Thinking is bad for my health. Now HW.

So yea. Halloween. Whatever. So I am shitty and I enjoyed complaining. Halloween was ok. I had fun up to a point.

Um...I hate my life but I am ok with that. Stress and being sad is my life right now. Thats it.

So tomorrow is Halloween. Yeah thats it really. I have no costume and I really don't think I am going to do anything unless I can figure something out. Maybe I will go see people get ready and stuff. I dunno. I feel stressed but it is not about school really ( Read more... )

DUDE.. I'M SOOOOOOO WASTED MAN!!

It's 10PM.. Do you know where your children are?!

*in a brown voice* Cause I've got one hand in my pocket.. and the other on Squishy's ass..

Oh those people I hangout with. It was fun. Thanks guys.

My day started off crappy. Did not feel to well and such.

Hungout with Steph, Matt and Deidra. It was fun.

My day was still crap up until someone said something that made the last 3 minutes of my day better. He rules alot. Thats it.

A great weight has been lifted from my sholders. I got rid of my college apps. Only supplementals and one more application and I am free completely. YAY!

Tomorrow is FFN. It shall be fun I hope.

Thats it for now.

I am annoyed by college apps. They don't like me. There are to many of them and I am tired and annoyed by them. The woman from MCLA sent me a note which I thought was nice. I really want to go and see this college just because it seems really interesting. No more college stuff ( Read more... )

Went and saw Brooklyn college with Leslie. ITs ok I guess but I will be applying to CUNY honors at Queens ( Read more... )

I know what colleges I am appying too. I have 9 I believe now ( Read more... )